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Hell is where I am home.

The_Unknown_Dutchie

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Reads 149
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Parts 23
Time 3h 14m

The_Unknown_Dutchie

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Follow the life of Delion, an eightteen year old girl who lived with her mom untill she starts working at one of the biggest filmcompanies in England.
It's one of her biggest dreams coming true, but when she enters the industry she gets to see what happens behind the spotlight and quickly learns that what the audience sees is only a illusion..

TRIGGER WARNING. 
This story contains themes that might be triggering. If you struggle with anything, it's probably best if you don't read it.
Remember that you are not alone eventhough it might feel like it. Talk to somebody you trust and share your struggles. The moment you start talking about it, is the beginning of healing. Believe in yourself, you have way more strength than you know and you are worth fighting for.
Take care♡All Rights Reserved

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Her New Life by meqdow_baby

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Everyone's going through something-but not everyone wears it like Hali does. She's 17, stuck in a body she's always trying to shrink, surrounded by people who are just as lost as she is. Her days are filled with pills she doesn't remember taking, mirrors she can't stand to look at, and a friend group that survives off drugs, trauma, and sarcasm. Drew's been around since forever and sees too much. Rico jokes through the pain. Alex barely speaks but somehow understands. And Hali? She's trying to pretend she's fine while quietly falling apart. This story isn't about healing. Not yet. It's about what it feels like to break in silence- and what happens when someone finally notices.