Don't hurt yourself- En version
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Six and a half years. Seventy-eight months. That was how long Lewis and Y/N's eternal forever prevailed. Love is a gift, but when it is not accompanied by the purity of fidelity, it becomes just words, and this Y/N learned in the most painful and raw way.
How long does an "I love you" last?
Notes: English is not my first language. I did my best with the translation, but I know there are going to be many mistakes in the writing.
I was inspired by queen B Lemonade album to write this story. Each chapter will be named after a phase of "post-cheating" grief, like on the album. My focus will be all on y/n and how she deals with everything that happens, not on the betrayal itself.
Hope you like it. <3
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