"Where do I start? I could start at the point where Rafe Cameron consumed me. I'm not sure when that was though. A lot of people say falling in love can be a gradual thing that happens overtime, but I can't even pinpoint the exact moment it happened. Maybe it was during one of our wild nights when he had his hand wrapped around my throat, or the smoke from his cigarette filled my lungs. It could have been the solid gold bracelet he gave me, or the blood splatter that stained my cheeks. Now that I say that aloud, it sounds a little crazy. I mean it technically didn't start out like this. I had 12 months to start my own life, away from everyone. I was supposed to find myself and make myself into a better person... but that's not how it ended. Yet for some reason, I wouldn't change a thing." --- TW: Drugs, Drug Abuse, Rehab, Sex, Violence, Mature Language, Talks of Death and Suicide, etc