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what if i said i liked you (and i always have)

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[in which Dean Winchester learns that he probably shouldn't leave his journal where Sam can find it]

Three years after meeting, Dean, Sam, and Cas are best friends living together in a small apartment with no worries other than graduate school for Cas, law school for Sam, and a permanent job for Dean. Nothing out of the ordinary. That is, until Cas and Sam decide to steal Dean's journal to read his deep, dark secrets while he's at the store. They didn't know he actually had anything to hide.

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Unspoken Words by pedromiamor

Sam is in an accident that renders him unconscious in the psych ward for a few days. Dean visits him but someone else has caught his attention: a quiet boy with a tragic past. Dean ultimately befriends this strange boy with hopes of getting him to speak and live easier. He is definitely not expecting the events that unfold. Au. No supernatural beings of any sort. Lots of bees Side note: Gabriel and Cas are NOT related in this

To The Moon (Destiel AU) by DeanCasImpala

Sixteen-year-old Castiel Novak's life has never been anything but horrible. His father is abusive and his mother died of leukemia when he was five. On top of his terrifying home life, he is bullied at school due to circling rumors of Cas being gay. Living doesn't seem right for the depressive and suicidal teenager, and he soon plans his demise. That is, up until he meets Dean Winchester, an equally depressive seventeen-year-old who turns Cas's life around. Dean shows Castiel a new life, a reason to keep on fighting the fight, and the two soon realize just how much they need each other. This AU fanfic is all about how much Dean and Cas care for each other and just how far they'll go to stay together. Possible trigger warning!!!

Dinner at 3 (Destiel AU) by ALLIgator666

Castiel is a lonely depressed 15 year old, who believes that dating before you're 18 is the worst thing a teenager can do. He's also a writer and quite the character. One night when he decides to go on one of his night walks he breaks all his own rules and ends up with a mysterious 19 year old named Dean. What happens when it turns out Dean is his only friends big brother? And how will Cas deal with his own demons? And the ones facing him at home and at school? Cover picture drawn by linneart on tumblr I highly recommend checking out her art! she's an amazing artist/person and was very generous letting me use her art as an cover! her tumblr can be found here! --> http://linneart.tumblr.com/

Punks Don't Like Nerds by destiel_shippers123

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The Fall by damisnotonfire

[ DESTIEL / HSAU ] After the new kid Cas gets bullied by Dean Winchester's "friend" Crowley, Dean discovers something he's never known before; the world outside of his closet. ~ Read in Dean's PoV

I Promise | A Destiel High School & College AU by xTheFamilyBusinessx

There is no escape for Castiel. The hell he lives in offers him no solace, and he has come to terms that this is the way his life will always be. When Dean Winchester, a boy on the run with his little brother, show up in Castiel's town, the plans that have been laid for Castiel are uprooted, and he finally starts to see how different his life can be if he only were to open himself up to the possibility that he deserves better. And Dean is more than willing to prove that to him. DISCLAIMER: This story contains depictions of violence, physical and sexual abuse, self-harm, and talk of suicide.

High school, it sucks! (Sabriel/Destiel Highschool AU) by kid_shinigami

Dean and Sam are new kids once agin, but this school is different from the rest. Instead of them hating it and never wanting to go back, they make new friends and learn to love it there. Castiel and Gabriel have gone there since, well freshmen year. Castiel is a nerd and is really shy, Gabe is... Well he's a trickster and Ulsan pranks on EVERYONE. Dean is a jock and loves to play sports, but a certain someone changes his mind. Sam, he is a complete nerd and only focuses on school, well until someone catches his eye. - - - Castiel always gets picked on by Raphael, Crowley, and Uriel. But when Dean becomes friends with him starts to stop. Sam only has a few friends, and he's completely fine with it. Gabe, has almost no friends until Sam comes along.

The Lost Memories (a Destiel Fanfic) by Hunting_For_Destiel

After running from the king of hell, Dean, Sam and Castiel try to find a way to defeat him. Along the way Dean and Cas realize something that has gone unspoken for too long. On a completely normal and innocent night of hiding, they find each other closer than usual. Will they confess their feelings for each other? Read to the end from both of their point of views (and occasionally Sam's POV) to find out!! Hope you guys enjoy it! (By the way the fanart on the cover page isn't mine to credit to the artist.)

Paint you Wings (Destiel) by Maybejustme2

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Constellations by destieltardis

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Unspoken Words

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