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This is a collection of my thoughts. my poetry. my life. It's the 2 AM thoughts on my worst days and the documenting of the best times of my life yet to come. One day I might share this with my friends/ family but for now it is my little secret
"every girl is entitled to a secret" manny santos , degrassi the next generation
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ᴀ ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀꜰᴜʟ ᴍᴀꜰɪᴀ ʙᴏꜱꜱ ɢᴏᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴇɢɴᴀɴᴛ. ɴᴏᴡ ʜᴇ'ꜱ ꜰᴏʀᴄɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀʀʀʏ ʜɪᴍ. ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ᴏɴᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ɢᴏʀɢᴇᴏᴜꜱ ꜱᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴛᴇɴ ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ ᴏʟᴅᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴍᴇ. ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ɴᴏ ɪᴅᴇᴀ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴜᴛʜʟᴇꜱꜱ ʙᴏꜱꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪᴄʜᴇꜱᴛ ᴄʀɪᴍᴇ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ ɪɴ ᴀᴍᴇʀɪᴄᴀ. ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ɪ ꜰᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴇ'ꜱ ᴍʏ ᴀᴄᴄɪᴅᴇɴᴛᴀʟ ʙᴀʙʏ ᴅᴀᴅᴅʏ. ɴᴏᴡ ʜᴇ'ꜱ ʟᴏᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴀ ɢɪʟᴅᴇᴅ ᴄᴀɢᴇ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴇᴅᴅɪɴɢ ᴅᴀʏ. ɪ ᴡɪꜱʜ ʜᴇ'ᴅ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜʏ ʜᴇ'ꜱ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴍᴀʀʀʏ ʜɪᴍ. ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴀ ʙɪʟʟɪᴏɴᴀɪʀᴇ ᴍᴏʙ ʙᴏꜱꜱ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴄᴜʀᴠʏ ꜱᴍᴀʟʟ-ᴛᴏᴡɴ ɢɪʀʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ? ʜɪꜱ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ ꜱᴀʏꜱ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʙᴜꜱɪɴᴇꜱꜱ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴀɴᴛᴏɴɪᴏ'ꜱ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ ꜱᴀʏꜱ ᴅɪꜰꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴛ. ʜɪꜱ ᴘᴏꜱꜱᴇꜱꜱɪᴠᴇ ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛꜱ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ɢɪᴠᴇ. ꜱᴏ ɪ ɢᴜᴇꜱꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ Qᴜᴇꜱᴛɪᴏɴ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀ ɪꜱ ᴛʜɪꜱ: ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀᴜᴛᴀʟ ᴍᴀꜰɪᴀ ʙᴇᴀꜱᴛ ᴄʀᴜꜱʜ ᴍʏ ꜰʀᴀɢɪʟᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ? ᴏʀ ꜱᴀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ? •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• • HIGHEST RANKINGS• 1 #wattpadmafia 1 #mafiadarkromance 2 #18only 22#antonioComplete
[18+] Life has never been easy for me. Starting when I was young up until now. The loss of my girlfriend destroyed me, now another girl is in my life. But things aren't that easy. ***READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED*** This contains dark themes including d3ath, SC, drugs/alcohol, rap3, s3lf harm and more.
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