a collection of poems and letters for my beloved dog, as she passed away on March 30, 2023-that was unexpected, and I never thought that God would take her away from me so soon. As grieving occupied me, I decided to write this to help me recover from my loss.
Paula is the most kind and lovable dog I have ever had in my life. It hurts me so much to accept that she's already gone-but what can I do? The only choice I have is to move forward and make her proud of me.
This will serve as my diary for me to be able to release unwanted emotions, as I used to suppressing them, but I decided to just tell it to my beloved dog. She's been my constant healer when she's still alive.
Love,
Mama.
I really don't have a choice!
My life is a mess. I can't do anything to change my life. I'm stuck being a drug pusher. I have to be careful because no one will save me when someone caught me and that will be my dead end.
I just want to live in peace but I think this life is really destined to me. When I started learning on how to sell illegal drugs I became hopeless.
But I'll considered the song there's a rainbow always after the rain. Someone hired me to be a nanny of triplets. I know that it's not an easy money job compared to my illegal job but, taking care of the triplets gives me the happiness that money can't give.