A second chance in life

I thought I was different
Life was supposed to be a gift. Well that's what they told us but I believe the only gift is death. That we only enjoy it then. The peace and silence of it where we don't have to stress about anything else. I felt like that at that very moment. As the woman who birthed me was yelling as she told me she wished I never made it. As she told me not even God wanted me because I did.

These nights were the best nights. The ones where she didn't hit me with her beer bottle and hope it breaks or throw me down the stairs. I'm grateful for her because I was taught the real world from the beginning. I was never lied too. Given a illusion n about a happily ever after, a good life, happiness.

He gave me a chance. He showed me light. He gave me happiness, taught me love and patience. He was gentle and he stayed throw it all