What's love?
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Last published Thu, Apr 11, 2024
How does she know what love is if she has never gotten any love?
How will she be able to show love then?
How will she forget her past?
How will she heal?
How will she survive?
Athena, she has had it all.
abuse ✅
hate ✅
bullying ✅
selfharm ✅
starvation ✅
Except this one thing that she missed...
love.
That one special word, that feeling.
She has no idea of what it is.
But after all these years she moves out.
Will she find out what love is?
Will someone apreciate her talents?
Will she be able to trust people?
You will find it all out in this book.
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