Just My Story

I am not a writer. I do not even know how to put flowery words to make my story more enjoyable. I tried to but it doesn't work. It always ends up being cringe and boring. I've also got so many plots going on my head that I would want to write, but I couldn't put it into words. I wrote once, but it turned into a whole new story with a different direction. So this time, I'll just write the story of my life everyday. Just random experiences that I've encountered.

Actually, the reason that I am writing today because I am depressed about my life. I am a mess. I've dreamed to become something important but I never became one. It's like the world has moved forward but I am still stuck. I've never grown while everybody has. I am envious to them and it is sad, but it's all my fault. I am to blame. So, I am writing hoping that if someone who reads this who is as messed up as I am, you are not alone. This is it. Enjoy! ;)