The first time I met her was in a bookstore.
The bell above the door had rung, and as I glanced over, she walked in. Instantly, it was like all of the air had been sucked out of the room, and the only thing I could focus on was her. I was breathless, and she was gorgeous. Almost right away, I couldn't decide what I liked more about her; her long, flowing hair, her bright pink lips, or those beautiful eyes scanned the shelves until finally they landed on me.
Then she smiled.
I knew instantly that her smile would forever be engraved into my heart, and I could only hope and pray that she would walk over and say something. I'd even settle for a prolonged glanced in my direction, however I was left with nothing but heartache as she turned away, carrying her books to the cashier at the register and checking out.
I couldn't quite make out what she was saying, and it would be blatantly obvious if I stared at her, so I simply sat there and tried to make it seem as if I were scanning the shelves just as she once had. Meanwhile I could almost feel my heart racing a mile a minute, and suddenly it felt very real to me that if I didn't do something in this very moment, this woman would be lost to me forever.
I wanted to bring light to where I stood, so I looked around for something to catch her attention with. Trying to knock down the book beside me, I stumbled and tripped over my own feet in what would be known as the worst moment in history to do so. Falling to the ground with a decently loud thump, I muffled my pain in hopes to ease the embarrassment as she quickly approached.
Her hand was the last thing I expected to see as she helped me up, dusting me off a bit and looking at me for a moment to make sure I was okay before helping me back to where I sat before. I'm sure she wouldn't think twice about it for the rest of her life, she'd go about her day without a care in the world- but it mattered to me.
She was all I could think about from there on.
Nixon is the 3rd book in the Broken Series. (Ryan is the 1st, Brynn is the 2nd)
Nixon leaves rehab early because he can't deal with being there anymore. His sister Kelis finds someone in need of a roommate so he moves in with the girl and gives her his middle name, Lucas. He quickly becomes addicted to the girl and once he gets one taste he's done for. He warns her about his past, about his name, but she ignores all the red flags, not realizing exactly how intertwined she is with the people from his past. He becomes enamored with her, feels like she was made for him while still battling the demons of his past and soon it all becomes too much for him to handle. He makes a heartbreaking decision, thinking it's what's best for both of them and everything changes.
Trigger/Content Warning: this book contains mature content, talks of suicide, mental and physical abuse, selfharm, drug use, and addiction
Cover designed by Anastasia Wright