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I feel like the worst time to break down is when the situation is over and everyone else has moved on. The worst part is the overlapping emotions and rush of anxiety. For me, it becomes more difficult when I think of the cause. Well, she was the cause. The thing about her being the cause is, there wasn't an immediate reaction.All Rights Reserved

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