Worthless
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Last published Mon, Dec 25, 2023
"I am always there for everyone, but who is there for me?"
"In a world full of narcissists, we need to take care of ourselves, like we would do it for an other person. You can't love a person if you don't love yourself first. "
Sydney Johnstone had the perfect family once. Her mother was caring, her father was loving and she and her sister Lou were happy. Until something bad happened. Her dad died and they weren't the small, cute, perfect family anymore. Her mother started to fall into an alcohol addiction, which made her sick everyday. So Sydney needed to do all the things, her mother was no longer able to do. She needed to take care of her younger sister, there wasn't any time for her own problems or feelings. She was perfect in hiding her feelings. Except one moment. One single moment. And this moment made her go to the hospital. And to theraphy. And if this wouldn't be enough to handle, her sister is in her first relationship with a boy named Ever. But Sydney doesn't want her to get hurt like she was, so she needs to look for warning signs, in case her sister doesn't see them. But little did she know everything would turn into a hot mess, when Ever makes a terrible mistake, which Lou isn't going to tolerate at all. And little did Syd know she would fall in love again. Just a little bit.
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