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Be My Savior {Z.H. AU}

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depression savior ziall

Everyone has a story, whether it be a good or bad one it is there. Everyone starts somewhere, even if it is in a three story mansion or an abusive house. Everyone hides something, whether it is feelings towards someone or every single thing that has happened to you. Everyone has secrets, they are the same, hidden, dark, scared, unknown to the world. Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words leave mental and emotional scars. Battle wounds that I hold forever, in my mind, and on my body. Nightmares, awoken every night by the same faces that haunt all my dreams. Broken, scared, abused, raped, I am a broken soul waiting to be saved, though I know my savior will never come. I am Niall Horan, the soul that could not be saved.


This story has abuse scenes, rape scenes, self harm, alcohol abuse, and graphic scenes.
Readers are advised now.

Completed as of 20/1/16.

[boyxboy]
Mainly - [Ziall Horlik] - Zayn Malik & Niall Horan
Side of - [Larry Stylinson] - Louis Tomlinson & Harry Styles
Side of - [Nosh Demshaw] - Josh Devine & Nick GrimshawSeluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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