The things I'll never tell
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Last published Sun, Apr 9, 2023
What would a fatherless teen girl, with a ex druggie mom, raised in a Christian household with depression and adhd daydream about. What would she put in her diary if she ever had the privacy to write down her deepest darkest thoughts? From all the very fucked up shit I've experienced I wanted to write it down, it's my own personal diary. One that I pray people cant relate to.
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