Dopamine Rush

"Iz bakit?" He asked. Hindi nakaligtas sa pandinig ko ang hinanakit, pilit niya mang itago. "Bakit mo nagawa sakin 'to?"

Pinahid ko ang mga luha ko. Tinatanggalan ang sarili ng karapatang umiyak.

He deserves an answer. Dahil kung hindi, mapupuno siya ng katanungan, he will question himself, and drown from it.

"He held my hand when I needed it. He hugged me so tight when I was about to shatter. He wiped my tears when I was drowning in it. He gave me his jacket when I was cold. He gave me his shoulder when I need to lean. He cheer me up when I needed a lift." I said, "Josh was there.. Nandoon siya nong mga panahong wala ka, mga panahong kailangan kita."

"No'ng mga panahong kailangan mo 'ko at wala ako sa tabi mo, baka kasi kailangan din kita sa tabi ko." He whispered.

My heart shattered when I saw a tear fell from his eyes. Ngumisi siya upang pasimpleng punasin ang luhang iyon.

"Nakakatakot ka namang mainip Iz, bigla kang naghahanap ng kapalit." He said.

And my heart burst into tiny pieces.

We didn't broke up that night.. pero hindi na ulit kami nag-usap.

Ako si Iz.. At ito ang sarili kong bersyon ng sugat na hindi kayang gamutin ng panahon.

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English-Filipino novel
Drama-Romance