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" i'm so sorry deku."

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Reads 45,035
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Parts 35
Time 2h 30m

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Deku has been masking his feelings for a long time and hiding his biggest secret, but recently things have gotten much worse and the thoughts have grown louder. Until 1 day bakugou  accidentally finds out izuku's secret and everything he thought he knew about him dissapears in an instant , he must now count his words carefully because izuku is a tickking time bom.

 (TW! The following are mentioned in this story: SelfHarm,Suicide,Depression,Anxiety,PanicAttacks,Rape an SA. IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY THESE TOPICS ESPECIALLY SH PLEASE DO NOT READ!)

 i hope you enjoy this sad bakudeku story .

 [THIS IS MY FIRST EVER STORY WRITTEN SO IM SORRY IF ITS BAD OR IF I MISS SPELL ANYTHING I HAVE DYSLEXIA T-T otherwise enjoy my sad story lovers<3]All Rights Reserved

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Reaching for you by Chimera_Regarion

Pushed to the edge of his mind, there was nothing left for him. Izuku lost all joy in life, but he still wanted to live. He wanted it as much as he wanted to die. This was why he sent a message to his best friend asking for help in the middle of taking this very own friend's advice. Will Katsuki react or will he ignore Izuku as he normally does? Will he finally man up and talk to him and be honest with his own feelings and regrets? Well find it out yourself! A/N: This is a collaboration work with @Official-MFING-FBI. This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner

Midoriya's Breaking Points by letmereadson

Izuku Midoriya been living a pretty crappy life. Being born quirkless, being bullied by Bakugo and the rest of his group. His father working overseas, his mother constantly worrying about his depression, and even worse. His disability. Follow Midoriya in his breaking points Warning: Suicidal intents, Depression, Bullying, Self-harm, Heartbreak If you cannot handle those, this story is not for you. If you need help with those topics listed, receive help, from family, friends or even myself. You are not alone, and you are loved. Credit to the artist for the cover!

Depression || Dadzawa || BakuDeku || Bakugo x Midoriya || Depressed Deku by trizbo

⚠️Includes⚠️: Depression, selfharming, boyxboy, suicide attempt, ed (sort of), panic attacks Disclaimer: None of the photos I used belong to me in any way. I found them on Instagram without any credits. I do not own any of the characters mentioned in this book. ____________________________________ "Good. Now I want to ask you. Can you please roll up your sleeves for a second?" I widened my eyes. "Wha- what?" Did I just hear that right? Wh- ____________________________________ Deku has high functioning depression but no one knows it until one day Mr. Aizawa caught him selfharming in school and Bakugou notices how weird his childhood friend and crush is acting. Suddenly Deku's mother disappeared without a trace and no one seems to know where she could be. Not even Bakugou's mother knows where she was and decided to let Deku live with them until they could find Deku's mom. When Deku saw how much Bakugou cares about him, he started to fall in love with him but his depression kept destroying his life. His thoughts got worse and darkened from day to day until he wasn't able to keep himself alive any minute longer. Will he survive? ____________________________________ PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFIC AND THAT I'M NOT COMPLETELY TAGGING ALONG WITH THE ORIGINAL STORY SO SHUT UP IF I'M NOT WRITING THINGS THAT ALSO OCCUR THE SAME WAY IN THE ACTUAL ANIME This story contains spelling mistakes and stuff but sometimes I'm too blind to see them, I'm sorry 🏃🏼 Happy ending ____________________________________ 2🏅 bakudeku; Feb. 8th 2021 2🏅 dadzawa; Feb. 8th 2021 13🏅 sad: Feb. 26th 2021 1🏅 imfine: Mar. 25th 2021 1🏅 depression: Apr. 14th 2021

If only... by Chimera_Regarion

Quirkless doesn't mean useless but because of how quirkless kids are being treated they often end up dead.. Izuku Midoriya is a kid that was born quirkless. Once his parents found out about this, they immediatelly abandoned him and threw him out on the streets. Now rouaming the steets and barely surviving he still finds a way to help people but not any avarage people, no he saved All for One and the other 4 LOV members. Follow Izuku as he struggles to survive while at the same time wanting nothing more than to end his own misary and becomes weaker and weaker with each passing moment. At the same time he will gain a family like no other. What will happen if the heroes find their villain lair. Will Izuku find a way to get back or will they change him for the better. A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

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TRIGGER WARNING CONTAINS RAPE ABUSE DEPRESSION AND MORE Izuku was deemed quirkless his mom started abusing him he had no friends then one day it all turned for the worst but at night during that day he had a dream that gave him confidence years later he met someone that made him feel safe and wanted what will happen in the story find out and read it I made a lot of mistakes and stuff since this was my first story I kinda got lost in my head about some stuff so don't be surprised when ur confused

scars can fade [bakudeku] by MiraculousLazybug

⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATH Izuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside. Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him. -The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me) - This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga. - BakuDeku story - No smut - I don't own bnha or any of the characters in it First chapter published: 28/11/2021 Last chapter published: 28/11/2021 Word count: 24.504

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Free Fall by Chimera_Regarion

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Don't let go by WarriorDragon215

Izuku always wondered where he went wrong in his life. He wondered what he did wrong to deserve everything he got. After a intern messed up telling his parents he didn't have a quirk. Izuku feared for the worse when he went home. For good reasons too. Izuku becoming more emotionally and mentally unstable over the years. No one noticing his pain or noticing his hidden demons. Even after several attempts at ending everything... The whispers in his ears not stopping..Yet for some reason he still fought to become a hero. Even when everyone put him down over and over. Until he finally changed his goals, his dreams and his life. Making him to re-decide and to change everything. So instead of a hero. He became the villain. This is his story. Will everyone help him in his time of need? Will they help him go back and save him. Or will they just.. Let him go.? A/n I don't own the anime nor image you guys see. Also don't own majority of the characters within the story.. I wish I did... Yet I do own some original character in here...

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Pushed to the edge of his mind, there was nothing left for him. Izuku lost all joy in life, but he still wanted to live. He wanted it as much as he wanted to die. This was why he sent a message to his best friend asking for help in the middle of taking this very own friend's advice. Will Katsuki react or will he ignore Izuku as he normally does? Will he finally man up and talk to him and be honest with his own feelings and regrets? Well find it out yourself! A/N: This is a collaboration work with @Official-MFING-FBI. This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner