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" i'm so sorry deku."

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Reads 43,167
Votes 835
Parts 35
Time 2h 30m

Mature

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Deku has been masking his feelings for a long time and hiding his biggest secret, but recently things have gotten much worse and the thoughts have grown louder. Until 1 day bakugou  accidentally finds out izuku's secret and everything he thought he knew about him dissapears in an instant , he must now count his words carefully because izuku is a tickking time bom.

 (TW! The following are mentioned in this story: SelfHarm,Suicide,Depression,Anxiety,PanicAttacks,Rape an SA. IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY THESE TOPICS ESPECIALLY SH PLEASE DO NOT READ!)

 i hope you enjoy this sad bakudeku story .

 [THIS IS MY FIRST EVER STORY WRITTEN SO IM SORRY IF ITS BAD OR IF I MISS SPELL ANYTHING I HAVE DYSLEXIA T-T otherwise enjoy my sad story lovers<3]All Rights Reserved

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[Depressed Izuku x Bakugo Fanfiction] Like an artist, he creates art in the cursed canvas that is his pale skin. The whispers of a taunting voice that controls each stroke of the brush that is his blade. A pitiful work of art that is hidden from the world's eye. All until intense ruby irises discover the broken masterpiece that was concealed behind closed curtains. ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. "I have been such a prideful asshole towards you that I kept hurting you even though I knew there was something wrong with you," Katsuki frowned, continuing to clean his cuts. Izuku's heart fluttered inside his chest, listening intently to what he had to say. "Fucking hell, I knew there was something wrong, yet instead of helping you I only made it worse." ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. 🚨⚠️T•R•I•G•G•E•R W•A•R•N•I•N•G⚠️🚨 This story contains the following: Lots of swearing Self-Harm Depression Suicide/Suicide Attempt Physical Abuse Homophobia Angst Graphic details Blood Needles 🚫 Read at your own risk 🚫 NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE: 888-628-9454 Please, if you yourself are going through a depressive episode, or know about someone going through severe depression, don't hesitate to get some help! You matter, and you deserve to be helped. ***I do not own the characters or images used for this story, all credits go to their respective owners*** Catch Me If I Fall by Katy Santiago Copyright © 2022 All Rights Reserved - Any similarities with other stories are purely coincidental.

scars can fade [bakudeku] by MiraculousLazybug

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My Heart Is Like Shattered Glass by inactive_okbye

Izuku has severe depression. With Bakugou beating on him daily, it only worsens. The voices in his head get louder with each passing day. He's had a crush on Shoto Todoroki since the sports festival, but he knows no one likes a gay. He also knew that Todoroki loved Yaoyorozu. He was always bullied as a child, and his father abandoned his mother and him. He can't take it anymore. Could someone save him? Or will he be shrouded in darkness forever? TW: Self harm, suicidal thoughts, heartbreak, and other depressing shit Tododeku edit: lord i wrote this when i was 11 good fucking god i wasn't expecting people to actually read it LORDDDD it's so cringe

Too Deep Too Late (Suicidal Izuku Midoriya) by BloodiedRedRose

.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-. Izuku Midoriya copes and has coped with self-harm for years, burying the stress and pain of everyday life behind a very convincing smile and a dozen cuts. Then one miserable night he goes a bit too far and nearly scares the life out of his teachers. Luckily, and somewhat surprisingly, Aizawa is there for him and a journey to recovery begins. Things are great! Or they would be if there weren't so many painful memories being dug up from the past. Why can't people just let him forget and move on? And why's the principal investigating his old school? And what happens when people around him start to discover his secrets? .-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.

Can you see me yet by angeelinuh

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sorry the picture isn't the same, i couldn't find it😭 like the title says this is a rewrite of 'izukus secrets.' basically im just writing it again but better and probably more chapters. the plot will mostly be the same but i am obviously changing things and adding more information, and hopefully making it more interesting. info: izuku if rather closed off, doesn't talk to anyone but his two dads. he's been bullied and abused most his life but was adopted by aizawa and mic when he was 15 so he lives with them now. no one talks to izuku either, only if they have too but izuku is ok with that since he has trust issues and would just prefer to be alone anyway. his personality is a little bit everywhere, he can be badass and menacing but also childish around people he is comfortable with and quiet. his mood change change faster that you can say 'plus ultra'. extra info: kirideku mention of self harm mention of bad mental heath. sad izuku dadzawa papamic bad mina and bakugo singer ish au but not really just a few songs here and there. ~enjoy the rewrite~

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The fallen Deku by jacekalix

KiriKamiDeku. (Completed) "That's what I want at all, Kacchan." "You want what?" "To die." They say they know Izuku Midoriya but they really did know him? No- because if they know what is happening they will immediately vomit with it. "If you keep shutting your mouth, you'll be dead in two weeks, I know you're aware of that." Aizawa pointed out with a growl, "I don't want you to die, Problem child." Death... Midoriya tells himself because he knows that this day will come, the day he will finally be free from the pain, the suffering he had been through, no one was there to lend hand to help him, not even his soulmates. They didn't know what is happening to him, they didn't know the pain that he cried for, the moments his screams were full of pain, that he can't sleep anymore because of his thoughts, that he can't eat anymore and just drink water to avoid his hunger, that he can't even smile anymore, that he was tired to himself, that he already been dead, that he saves people but people doesn't save him. "I already know that Aizawa-Sensei," He said sadly. Mr. Aizawa didn't know how to respond. "But why?" "I already know my fate, Aizawa-Sensei and I want to die." Eijiro Kirishima and Denki Kaminari found out that they are both soulmates, little did they know that there's another black line on their wrist which means, they have another soulmate. When they found out that they had another soulmate, they find it through to Class 1-A. Except for Izuku Midoriya, he tells them the truth that his wrist is blank which means, he hasn't had a soulmate. They didn't know that Izuku was already aware of his soulmates but he doesn't care anymore, His soulmates are Denki Kaminari and Eijiro Kirishima. What Secret that Izuku Midoriya is hiding? Will Class 1-A found out what he was hiding? Or they will let Izuku dies?

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[Depressed Izuku x Bakugo Fanfiction] Like an artist, he creates art in the cursed canvas that is his pale skin. The whispers of a taunting voice that controls each stroke of the brush that is his blade. A pitiful work of art that is hidden from the world's eye. All until intense ruby irises discover the broken masterpiece that was concealed behind closed curtains. ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. "I have been such a prideful asshole towards you that I kept hurting you even though I knew there was something wrong with you," Katsuki frowned, continuing to clean his cuts. Izuku's heart fluttered inside his chest, listening intently to what he had to say. "Fucking hell, I knew there was something wrong, yet instead of helping you I only made it worse." ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. 🚨⚠️T•R•I•G•G•E•R W•A•R•N•I•N•G⚠️🚨 This story contains the following: Lots of swearing Self-Harm Depression Suicide/Suicide Attempt Physical Abuse Homophobia Angst Graphic details Blood Needles 🚫 Read at your own risk 🚫 NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE: 888-628-9454 Please, if you yourself are going through a depressive episode, or know about someone going through severe depression, don't hesitate to get some help! You matter, and you deserve to be helped. I do not own the characters or images used for this story, all credits go to their respective owners Catch Me If I Fall by Katy Santiago Copyright © 2022 All Rights Reserved - Any similarities with other stories are purely coincidental.