Finding Hope
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Last published Tue, Apr 18, 2023
"I don't deserve to be comfortable, I don't deserve to have the luxury of life, when she couldn't. She couldn't. All because of me."
Due to the loss of someone she loved, Enid has all but given up on everything. She blames herself for the incident and nobody can - or will - tell her otherwise. That is, untill Hope offers to help her carry all the weight. But can Enid trust Hope with her secret? Is Hope really a good person?
TW: SUICIDE, MURDER, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, PANIC ATTACKS
If this does well enough, I will continue it and make a character sheet. Untill then, I will proceed to work on my original story, Burry the Hatchet.
Started - Saturday, April 8th, 2023
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