Heartless bitch

*FLASHBACK*

I was walking around "Tyler, where are you" I say with a confused expression. I walk further and further away from the crowd outside and I walk inside. "Willow, hey do you know where Tyler is" I asked her. "Nope" she says walking away. I walk to the couch and I see him. I don't just see him, I see him sucking another girls face. " Ty, is---is that you" I fumble the words as my eyes tear up* He quickly removes his face from her's and she groans.
"Oh Alyssa it's not what it looks like." He says scratching the back of his head. I tear my eyes away from his face, and look down. "Ho---how could you do this to me, you fucking cheated on me with Sally the slut!" I say my anger raising.
"Lyssa your over reacting, quit caring so much." He says standing up. "Your unbelievable!" I yell walking away.
That's basically the story of when I started not caring, I basically blocked out all emotions. That's when I became a heartless bitch. Soon after I felt nothing. No pain. Nothing.