𝒮𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇-𝒷𝑜𝓎𝓈

𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮.

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I don't like him. Why would I even think that? Whenever im around him, I feel weird. I can't figure out what's special about him that makes me feel this way. I stagger around him- there's something about him that stuns me. He feels different. Im not jealous of him. Im not mad at him. Im not inspired by him. And I am NOT infatuated by him. What is happening? Im so puzzled when I'm around him. He's so sharply comforting. His presence makes me feel anxious- yet somehow so comforted. I feel so unapologetically myself around him, in a way no one else has ever made me feel. I want to be vulnerable with him. At the same time, he scares me. It's terrifying and intimidating to be with him. But he's so comforting. I need to find out what he's doing or what this feeling is. Or it will eat me alive.

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His face is always red. Abundantly pigmented- yet ever so softly bright red. Like a deep red sunset, shockingly bright, yet with soft flowing clouds, fluffy and sweet. His existence has always been accompanied, under any circumstances (that is, that I've observed,) with his bright, infatuating bright face, like a fireplace. He looks as though he's in the bitter midwestern air, sharp and chill. It bothers me. More so, it shocks me. Kaden's the potty-mouth that blends in, why would I feel so different around him? His face is cold and flustered- yet he makes me feel so warm. I'm the cold, stiff kid, I don't take crap from anyone. I don't have feelings towards people, and there's no reasons to why I would feel weirdly around him. I'm like the bitter midwestern air, like a dagger, I am cold- however, I can feel his presence, engulfing me in his cold struck pink cheeks.