I could feel the pain, the agony those around me felt. I could see that death was before my eyes and I was scared. I don't want to die and I will do anything I can to survive. I will not allow myself to fall like those around me, even if it means I have to become the villian of my destiny. One day while riding the a train back to my hometown to cut out the disease of depression inside of me, to move forward with my life I felt I wanted to give up, my life changed forever, as did the world.