Who Am I?
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What am I searching for? Why am I here? Why am I struggling? Is my life here worth it? Is this world worth it? Do I belong on this world? Does someone really cares for me? Does someone really loves me? These are the few questions that some of us are thinking whenever we are sad, depress, full of grief , bored or just overthinking.And these are the questions that some of us are searching for answers or maybe some of us have already found the answers.
Hello! This is Yana, and those questions that I have mentioned, are the questions that I'm going to seek in my journey here on Earth.
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