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Ana
Anastasia
You've waken an Anastasia within me
She was strong willed, caring, open hearted
She was willing to care about someone who wasn't willing to open up to her
But eventually she had to let him go for good
Letting go
Isn't that funny?
The words seems so easy to say
But really it is hard to actually do
I'm sitting here on the floor wondering what to do in my blissful mind
I'm lost
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm Anastasia
Where do I go from here
I was someone before all of this
What am I suppose to do now?
No one wants me
I don't want anyone
Anyone but you
Why can't I just get what I want?
But I dont want you anymore
Because I'm Anastasia
A new world that open my eyes to whole different perspective of things
My eyes are burning of the dim lights from my iPad
Planning a way to hurt you back
From the lost that you've put me through
What should I do Anastasia?
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