This Is What It Feels Like
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"You can't do that," I said turning away from him.
"Why not?" I heard him say exasperated, "You shut me out. I know we were just kids, but even then I knew. I knew that you were the only one for me. Even if you don't see it, I do because I always thought that you were the most beautiful girl I've ever seen."
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