I can't do this anymore... (English)

Oikawa is depressed... He wish he was never born, he wish he never had to live like this. He's had enough, he can't do this anymore.
The greatest misfortune of his existence ? His birth... It was the starting point of all of it.
The only problem is that he is scared of death, so he can't put an end to his life, but he really wants to.
He desperatly needs help, but doesn't know how to ask for it. Who could help him ?

TW : Suicide, self-harm, violence, homophobia, bullying