Oikawa is depressed... He wish he was never born, he wish he never had to live like this. He's had enough, he can't do this anymore.
The greatest misfortune of his existence ? His birth... It was the starting point of all of it.
The only problem is that he is scared of death, so he can't put an end to his life, but he really wants to.
He desperatly needs help, but doesn't know how to ask for it. Who could help him ?
TW : Suicide, self-harm, violence, homophobia, bullying
oikawa tooru isn't the best.
but he wants to be.
he wants to be untouchable.
he wants to be the epitome of perfection. he wants to be golden.
and he figures, if he can convince himself he IS the best, he will be.
and so, he does.
he builds upwards, his pride a tower of accomplishments.
he builds and he builds and he builds.
he builds until he's high on his own ego, towering above everyone else.
but oikawa forgot to ask himself something vital.
what do you do when you're so high up the only way to go is down?
{iwaoi fic}
warning: strong language