UNDER EDITING: Mairenn and Louis had been together for a while. Neither of them kept track of the time. Mairenn knew Louis struggled with suicide and guilt over his parents leaving him and his sister when they were young. She loved him and supported him. However, the one thing she was never expecting was him breaking his promise to her that he would leave her. Especially not by suicide. Mairenn is forced into therapy and that is where she gets the idea to write letters to Louis. These are those letters.