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The Darkness Inside You (Steddie)

HateMeDestroyMe

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Reads 523
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Parts 10
Time 2h 41m

HateMeDestroyMe

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Steve Harrington's father let him know when he was twelve years old what he thinks of homosexuals and the degenerate things they do.
When Steve wakes up the morning after a party in bed with two people, a guy and a girl, he can't remember how he got there. And he certainly doesn't remember having sex with Eddie Munson. He couldn't have. He wouldn't have. That was wrong. Those feelings were wrong.
But he can't fight what he's feeling.All Rights Reserved

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Un-Dead {Steddie} (discontinued!!) by J03y07

This mystery person led him into a spot in the woods that he used to frequent, skull rock. Steve had his eyes pressed shut, like he was waiting to get killed. "Damn, you look good in my clothes Harrington." Steve's eyes shot open, he was face to face with "Eddie?" {Steddie} {takes place after Vol.2 so there will be spoilers!!} {vampire Eddie} {cover art is by Kasia on Twitter!} {sorry for any spelling errors!}

The Sound of Love // Steddie by probably_crying

A few weeks after beating Vecna, Steve finds himself struggling with nightmares. Again. Little does he know, Eddie is in the same boat. (A/N: Its a bit slow at first, but after the first couple chapters it'll speed up a bit. Thanks for reading!)

Falling for him? (EDITED) by tallweeb

Steve dosent know what he is, or how he feels. Or how Eddie Munson makes him feel... It's all so confusing to him... He likes Eddie Munson? But he's not gay? What the fuck is he then?!...

Right Person, Wrong Time by Definition_Unstable

(Eddie's alive Au, Completed!) Steve's family problems start again as his parents arrive home for the first time in forever but they leave for a 2 day long trip. Dustin was able to convince Steve to have a movie night and during that time, Steve realizes he starts to develop feeling for Eddie and tells him... Them getting together wasn't really a good idea since it was the 80's and homophobia was a bitch. A freak and the golden boy wasn't alway the best match and it may cause problems for the future... But we'll have to wait a see... (WARNING contains: Heavy angst and fluff Sexual/suggestive content Breakdowns Parents issues References to self harm/suicide Separation anxiety Depression Sexual harrassment Abuse)

Take on Me by maplemunson

Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson, even though defeating Vecna and saving the world together, have not become the best of friends. Steve hates to admit it, but he is drowning in jealousy over Dustin and Eddie's friendship. OR If Steve would let go of his ego, he might actually learn that Eddie is a great guy and maybe, just maybe, they could become something more than acquaintances. Maybe something even stronger than friends. Warning: This story contains strong language, drugs, alcohol, partying, sex, and touches on topics like abuse.

A Rekindled Love (A Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson Love Story) by clairebear107

Steve's always been the jealous one according to the group, according to literally everyone. Even the kid who supposedly praises him. Everyone tells him that he's jealous of Dustin finding another older friend to have by his side. But no one knows why and that it's not all jealousy. He dropped what he was doing and turned around making cold eye contact with her. "Robin. I'm being serious. Drop it." The girl tensed up and worry gathered on her face for a short second. "Okay, okay. If it's that bad then I won't bother you about it again. I'm sorry okay?" She raised her hands up in a surrender and went back to the vhs's on the counter next to her. Steve took a long breath and rubbed his hands over his face. The bell on the door rand, but Steve ignored it. He was already stressed out enough as it was. "Steve!" He could hear two pairs of footsteps walking up the counter, one being the short curly haired boy he'd taken on as one of his best friends years ago. "Hey Henders-" Steve lost all track of thought in a matter of seconds, his breath was stuck in his throat along with any words he could've possibly thought might help in the situation. His face burned red and his hands started to shake. There was a familiar , now taller, curly haired boy standing behind Dustin. A way to familiar, curly haired boy. "Hey, Steve." #1 in: steve x eddie #1 in: the hair #1 in: steve harrington x eddie munson #1 in: steddie #1 in: harrington #1 in: the freak #1 in: stranger things au While I do own the story line and plot, I do not own the characters or the names that were created by the Duffer Brothers!🤍

A Kindling Flame (A Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson Love Story) by clairebear107

"So you think I'm adorable, huh?" Steve glanced over at Eddie taking a hit off of their shared blunt. "I think you're okay Harrington." "That's not what you said the other day." "Well you're the one that was joking about being gay. So I guess both of us were saying stuff we didn't mean." Ouch. "Be careful Munson you might hurt my feelings." Eddie looked over at him and rolled his eyes. "Fine Harrington don't get your panties in a twist. I think you're adorable, better?" Steve grunted and turned away. "Awe come on baby I'm sorry." Steve's eyes went wide and he turned to Eddie. "What'd you just call me?" Eddie shoved the blunt between the boy's lips, "relax Harrington I was just joking." Steve threw the blunt on the ground and put it out. "Steve, what the hell?!" "Say it again." Eddie's eyebrows furrowed, "say what?" Steve's hand cupped Eddie's cheek and he rubbed his thumb over it. "I want you to call me that again, Munson." #1 in: Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson #1 in: StevexEddie

Destiny Knocking (Steddie) by HateMeDestroyMe

Steve's parents are out of town so he's having a party. He didn't invite Eddie, but there he is. When Eddie stumbles drunkenly into Steve's bedroom with a message from a girl, Steve finds himself enjoying Eddie's company. The cover for this story is not my art. I do not claim it in any way. Credit to the artist, littleststarfighter/Tumblr. This piece of art is what inspired this story to begin with. I came up with the first chapter based solely on what this art made me think.

Sparks [Steddie] by justacheekyqueer

Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson!!! This fic is based off of Stranger Things but it doesn't follow the storyline of the show! It has different concepts and different plans to how things go. Some things are the same, some things are different. Everyone is the ages that they are in Season Four, for clarity. Here's a preview :) "Can I?" Steve asked, he didn't want to invade Eddie's personal space or make him uncomfortable like Dustin did earlier. To Steve's surprise, Eddie nodded. That was all it took for Steve to wrap his arms around Eddie's waist and hold him. For some reason, some really fucking strange reason, Eddie had sparks in his heart. If you read this, I hope you enjoy! TWS: Homophobia, Self Harm, Parental Abandonment, Near Death, Injury, Very Mild Smut

Done Waiting by Zunniva

Steve has a crush...on Eddie. It's been lingering in his blood for 5 years now. Ever since they fought in the Upside down together. 5 years of never forgetting those chocholate brown eyes, those sexy sinewy arms or those hands... It's in his system, all the time and he can't quit those thoughts. But they haven't spoken in 5 years, Steve is all alone in Hawkins now. Everyone else has left. So why not go see Robin and Nancy when he's off from work for spring break? There's nothing to lose...or win from it. Just a trip to see old friends... 🔥This does have some pretty graphic smut in it but it takes a while between those parts. I got kinda carried away with the story at large.🔥 🛑WARNINGS🛑 Strong language, alcohol use, mention of drugs, graphic sexual activities (M/M in case you're sensitive to that), mention of homophobic slurs used against characters. I hope you enjoy this, been in my mind for a while so needed to get it out. XoXo Jennie

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The Sound of Love // Steddie cover

Falling for him? (EDITED) cover

Right Person, Wrong Time cover

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A Kindling Flame (A Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson Love Story) cover

Destiny Knocking (Steddie) cover

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Un-Dead {Steddie} (discontinued!!)

This mystery person led him into a spot in the woods that he used to frequent, skull rock. Steve had his eyes pressed shut, like he was waiting to get killed. "Damn, you look good in my clothes Harrington." Steve's eyes shot open, he was face to face with "Eddie?" {Steddie} {takes place after Vol.2 so there will be spoilers!!} {vampire Eddie} {cover art is by Kasia on Twitter!} {sorry for any spelling errors!}