When Summer Comes

It was at that time that I knew I messed up, HARD.

So here I am walking at the busy streets of Cotabato City, did'nt know what to do with this mess.

My Family kicked me out. So I have no choice but to go here where no one knows me. Where no one knows about that... (sigh) This is all my fault! If only I didn't do that, If only I didn't become weak. I wouldn't be miserable as fuck right now. If only I didn't fell in love with him.

Honestly, I just want to get lost right now. I want to end this. What's the purpose of being alive when everyone just turned their backs on you, when everyone is putting their fingers on you. I feel like suffocating right now. Help! Somebody help me! My hearts burning like hell. No matter how hard a punch my heart it still burning, I can't! I can't take it anymore!

I was distracted that I did'nt even notice that a car's coming towards me.

T-THIS.

IS THIS MY TIME?

HANGGANG DITO NA LANG BA AKO?

GANITO NA LANG BA MAGTATAPOS ANG BUHAY KO?

A sudden memory has crossed my mind. Those are the times where I was THE OLD ME, those time where I genuinely happy, those where he's not in my life yet...

I WISHED I could go back at THAT TIME.

I badly want to go back to where my life's not messed up like this...