Survivor's Remorse

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It'd been a few years since the end of the wars and I'd still had yet to recover from the trauma we'd endured at the hands of the Capitol. How do you move forward when darkness sucks you back in every time?All Rights Reserved

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⋆*°•✦✧⊹⋆ ɪɴ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴛᴡᴏ ᴠɪᴄᴛᴏʀꜱ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴅɪꜱᴛʀɪᴄᴛ ᴛᴇɴ ꜰᴀʟʟ ᴍᴀᴅʟʏ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ⋆⊹✧✦•°*⋆ ʜᴜɴɢᴇʀ ɢᴀᴍᴇꜱ ᴏᴄ x ᴏᴄ ────── More elaborate description inside. TW: very, very minor smut (warning provided beforehand so you can skip if it makes you uncomfortable), talks of torture, death, PTSD, and violence (obviously because its the Hunger Games lol) I do not own any aspects of The Hunger Games. All rights go to the respective parties. I do own all of my OCs and the plot I created. I am dyslexic, please kindly inform me of any spelling or grammar errors I may have missed.

The Scent of Roses || Coriolanus Snow by sunlightxing

You're in your senior year at the Academy when Doctor Gaul decides alongside her gamemakers that the mentorship program should be reinstated. You're tasked with making the Capitol fall in love with your tribute during the 15th Annual Hunger Games. After your tribute claims victory, as well as captures the hearts of the Capitol and your own, Professor Gaul calls you into her office. She's seen your promise as a student and invites you to take on an internship underneath her. The catch is you just work closely with Coriolanus Snow, one of her newest apprentice gamemakers. Something about him upon first glance forms a deep pit inside your stomach; there's something off about that man. While the intention to put you alongside him was to help advance your studies, it's clear he has something else in mind. He wasn't lying when he said, "I'll teach you everything." Set 5 years after the events in "The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes." Story is for mature audiences only. *WARNING: SMUT* *WARNING: Coriolanus Snow is a manipulative man!* DISCLAIMER: I do not own these characters, outside of OC's, nor anything to do with the Hunger Games universe. I will try my best to follow the original plot but there's a lot of gaps that need to be filled.

𝐊𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐀 - 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤, ᵗʰᵍ by sunnysxnfl0wer

ೃ༄ 𝐊𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐀 🔱🌊˚◞♡ ﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌ * ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ☁️ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐲, training the kids from your district, as a mentor, hoping they would win. Kasia thought she was finally over with the Hunger Games and never had to go back into an arena. But she was wrong. She had to go back, one last time. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 ally with Finnick, district 4. She can't help but understand why he got that many sponsors. ೃ༄ 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎 🔱🌊˚◞♡ ﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌ * ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ☁️ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ 〘The Hunger Games 〙〘 CATCHING FIRE + MOCKINGJAY 〙〘 FEM!OC X FINNICK ODAIR 〙〘ONGOING 〙〘 © SUNNYSXNFL0WER 〙 ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :TOP🎖️: :; 🥇in Jennifer Lawrence || 06/28/25 || 🥇in thgfanfic || 01/27/24 || 🥈in thgfanfic || 02/05/24 ||

LOVE GAMES : CATO HADLEY x OCG by Zero-c1gs

- "You know i love games...i always win sweetheart." 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙃𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙂𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙙𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣! - 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝘼𝙡𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙈𝙤𝙣𝙧𝙤𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙫𝙤𝙡𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝘾𝙖𝙩𝙤 𝙃𝙖𝙙𝙡𝙚𝙮, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙘 𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮're 𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙜𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙨. (IN EDITING) book 1 of 3 warnings: -movie/book spoilers -gore details -drinking and alcohol abuse -inappropriate language/scenes(Smut) #1 in #peetaandkatniss 07/02/24 #3 in #finnickodair 08/04/24 #3 in #thgfanfic 11/20/24 #5 in #Cato 1/1/25 #2 in #Cato 3/1/25 THANKS FOR 24k!!!!

Friends (SubzeroExtabyte x Reader )*Completed* by RandomGirl061

Y/N, which is you, was walking around the campus of your high school. You hear something weird. Like the sound of somebody getting pushed up against the lockers. You recognize the sound. All too well. You turn the corner and see the one person you never wanted to see again. The one who hurt you. The one who left, and left you broken. The one who let your trust and faith in people slip. The one who let you become lonely. The person who made you happy, but then let you fall and get buried ten feet under. He's the person you didn't feel like seeing. You weren't ready. You don't know what to do. They left, they let you become broken, they let you lose all hope in people, and now he's back. You wish it weren't true. You wish he never would've come back. Will you let them back in, or will you keep them out.

In all honesty . BBB angin (Slow Upd) by berrystrawt

𝗔𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝘄𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲 𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗸𝘂𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝗼𝗹𝗱. 𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸. . . 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗼𝘄?

Hijacked (Peeta Mellark Fanfiction) by lebookqueen

"My name is Peeta Mellark." "I am seventeen years old." "I am in love with Katniss Everdeen" "She betrayed me." "I was in the Hunger Games." "I've been taken prisoner." "Why am I not dead?" "I should be dead." - Peeta Mellark is abandoned. The girl he thought had loved him has left him in the hands of the Capitol. Her actions are not tolerated, but she's safe in District 13. Peeta holds onto his love for the Girl on Fire, but he's interrogated, tortured, and hijacked. - (Btw Suzanne Collins owns this world and these characters (duh) not me)

It started when the rain fell. As it hit the windows rhythmically, I fought my sleep. Fighting off the demons in my dreams. I hadn't realized how real that dream became. Waking up to terrified screaming. My heart racing, the lighting striking and my family begging for their lives. I claimed myself as a coward that very same night. I hated myself. My depression became the best of me. What's worst then your family being slaughtered? Hiding in the closet from the killers. I should've helped, I should've been there for them. The pain between my chest and stomach was growing guilt. So I started thinking smart. Looking at everyone differently. I decided to reopen their cold cases. And when I found the truth it hit me deep.

The Hunger Games :Sweet as sugar by xxxLillylostxxx

You reap what you sow. In the midst of chaos, Finnick looks at the girl, her midnight hair tha haunted his fantasies "In this game of survival, you're the most unpredictable wildcard I've ever met sugar" The girl smirked at him a twinkle lighting up her dark eyes like stars "Well, Odair, isn't unpredictability the key to survival?" Updates every Monday or Sunday

Lyanna was from district 11, despite the poverty she was always cheerful. At age 14 she won the 68th annual Hunger Games and became a capital sweetheart. But still battling with Trauma from the games she managed to find the light in the darkness. Finnick Odair met her from being a mentor for his own district and after she won he helped her through the trauma that he knew came with winning the games. But after Katniss and Peeta win the games and a spark is ignited among the districts and the victors are called back for another game. They knew nothing would ever be the same again. I don't own hunger games. I wrote this book in one night so currently re editing it! Ranks #1 in Peetamellark #1 in Capital #1 in Everdeen #1 in Finnick #1 in Peeta #1 in Peetamellark #1 in Katniss #1 in Prim #1 in tributes

When I was eleven. My whole world changed. Katniss' dad died in a mining accident. You think it wouldn't affect me but I loved him just as much as Katniss did. Maybe even more than I loved my own father. I felt bad, that my own dad couldn't compare to Katniss'. He loved me too though. Loved me like his own. The day he died was the first in a long line of times I have ever seen Katniss cry. She never cried before then but she cried a lot after. Katniss' mother was suppose to get a job after his passing, she didn't. They were starving, dying. I decided to help. After school I would drag Katniss into the woods by her feet. We'd never gone in there without her father. It seemed like a scarier place without him. After some time it wasn't so scary. I don't know what made me volunteer for Katniss. When I heard her name echo throughout the crowd my heart stopped. It wasn't my name, but it was my best friends. There was no way she could survive in there. She had a family, a sister to take care of. I thought my parents could live without me. The name Effie called next was the only name I prayed and prayed I would never hear her say. Peeta Mellark. My name is Catora Melane and I'm in 74th Annual Hunger Games. Hunger games Fanfic Peeta Fanfic #1 Arrows in the Dark #2 Blaze #3 Hijacked

Never Yours (Peeta Mellark X Reader) by -fromthehallows

You and Peeta have been best friends growing up, but by the time the 74th Hunger Games rolls around, you have developed a serious crush for him. Such a shame that you were both reaped to represent District 12 in the Hunger Games this year--in fact, no one saw it coming. Just before you were both thrown into the arena, he professes his love to another girl in front of the entire nation...and your world immediately collapses. What would it take for you to cope once you are thrown into the arena? How would you deal with your feelings? Would Peeta notice his mistake...or would he remain forever oblivious to your feelings? And what happens when another tribute starts developing feelings for you during the Games? Anything can happen in this twist of the 74th annual Hunger Games. **I DO NOT OWN THE HUNGER GAMES. All credit goes to Suzanne Collins.** Highest Achievement: #654 in Fanfiction [CURRENTLY UNDERGOING MAJOR EDITS.]

Pure Torture: a Hunger Games Fanfiction by lovelyeverlark

The Victory Tour? Over. The Quarter Quell? Over. Katniss's life? Over, as far as Peeta knows. Sure, the games may be over for Katniss and Peeta, but the real battle is only just beginning. The Rebels in District 13 managed to get 3 Victors out of the arena. Peeta Mellark, Finnick Odair, and Beetee Latier are seemingly safe in the depths of 13. Katniss Everdeen, Johanna Mason, Enobaria, and Annie Cresta are seemingly dead in the custody of the Capitol. They're being held prisoners, having God-knows-what done to them. Their strength will be tested. Their loyalty will be questioned. Their love will be jeopardized. How will Peeta deal with Katniss being held prisoner in the Capitol? How will the Rebels get her out? And most importantly, what will the aftermath be? DISCLAIMER 1: I do not own ANY of these characters - all Hunger Games material belongs to Suzanne Collins. DISCLAIMER 2: I started writing this when I was like 13 so pls be nice <3 TW: mentions of torture, PTSD, death, suicide/suicidal ideation, and a whole host of other mental illnesses

If God is not going to punish the sinner then I WILL. People sometimes say to you, "Don't bother with them, their karma will come back to them someday". That is why sometimes people break themself in order to wait for that moment. But sometimes that moment never comes and you yourself are the one rotting away in this miserable life, so why wait when you could put your hands in it? "You are wrong. Whether I am here or not, your punishment will always come to you, I just.. make it much sooner for you. As I didn't have time to wait any longer", he said with a dark gloomy eyes that had lost their lights. When Shen Wei ran away at the age of 15 years old, he never thought that he would come back again, trying to untie the knot that had been lingering in his heart for years, he came back once again trying to understand some events, but to be honest, for him, it is just an excuse, he just wants to see the lights once again, to be able to proudly says "Mom, I have made it, the sinner have already been punished and you have nothing to worry about anymore". Even if it means to drag others down to hell with him. Shen Wei, "Because since the beginning, we have not been given a choice, we have been entangled in this trap, if we don't struggle to get away, you and I will surely lose. And I.. am not the type of person who will easily let other people bully me" Notes: First time making my own character, I think it will be hard for me to clearly describe how the character would be, but I will try my best. I must say first that the timeline is around the early 20th century.. probably, it is fictional, so there must be things that are different compared to the history. Thank you for understanding and reading my work.

Sugarcube |Finnick Odair x Reader| by VintageBxbe

This is an AU of sorts so not everything is like the movie/book Finnick Odair and Y/n Y/l/n are both Victors of former hunger games. Not to mention best friends and loves. Unlike Katniss and Peeta, their love was never a hoax. It's always been real. Now, it's time for the for the third quarter quell... Only, the Victors are to be put back into the arena... Who will go back? One? Both? Neither? If one of them do, will they make it out alive? Read to find out. |👉This was originally written as an OC x Finnick, so in some places there may be information not based on reader.👈| Finished on: 4.1.2021

Post Mockingjay Story Cuz I Need This by ChEzBunzandaPearl

Post Mockingjay Story because I genuinely need this as much as you. The rebellion is over. The Capitol has been overthrown. Snow and Coin are dead. But are they? Our few most beloved victors try desperately to tell themselves this, but in their head, it's never really over. Their nightmares still haunt them, along with the ghosts of their loved ones. How do they cope? Or, how do they help each other? Enjoy! And may the odds be ever in your favor! P.S. Contains suicidal thoughts, very strong angst, g***, and other mature themes. Nothing sexual however if that's what you're looking for, sorry.

Tear It Apart⇸Finnick Odair [2] by -hopscotch

❝Sometimes I wish I had died in the arena.❞ ❝It's all in your head. It's all in your head.❞ ❝Love is enduring. Everyday. Always. Because you know it's all for them. I would endure this forever if it meant he didn't have to.❞ ❝Sometimes I feel as though you should have just left me there to die.❞ ❝Ah, but you're so good at games, Terra, you always win.❞ [Mockingjay] [Finnick Odair] [Started: 2019-02-13] [Finished: 2020-01-18] [Unedited]

Ghost of the Past by unconventional-moose

*CURRENTLY BEING REWRITTEN; NEW VERSION COMING SOON* What would you do if your best friend of 15 years upped and left for the army? If they left you, knowing there's a good chance they'll be coming back home in a wooden box? How about if that best friend, a mere ghost of your memories, showed up at your door one night? Well, for myself, it drove me over the edge of insanity. Almost.

Secrets of the Sea | Finnick Odair by eleanor_fables

The Hunger Games | Finnick Odair ----------- ❝Don't leave me, please don't leave me. Don't leave me alone.❞ ❝I won't leave you Finnick,❞ She kissed his forehead, ❝Not now, not ever.❞ ❝Promise? I need you.❞ ❝I promise.❞ ----------- #1 in Finnick

𝐎𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠

⋆°•✦✧⊹⋆ ɪɴ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴛᴡᴏ ᴠɪᴄᴛᴏʀꜱ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴅɪꜱᴛʀɪᴄᴛ ᴛᴇɴ ꜰᴀʟʟ ᴍᴀᴅʟʏ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ⋆⊹✧✦•°⋆ ʜᴜɴɢᴇʀ ɢᴀᴍᴇꜱ ᴏᴄ x ᴏᴄ ────── More elaborate description inside. TW: very, very minor smut (warning provided beforehand so you can skip if it makes you uncomfortable), talks of torture, death, PTSD, and violence (obviously because its the Hunger Games lol) I do not own any aspects of The Hunger Games. All rights go to the respective parties. I do own all of my OCs and the plot I created. I am dyslexic, please kindly inform me of any spelling or grammar errors I may have missed.

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