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Survivor's Remorse

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Time 7h 39m

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It'd been a few years since the end of the wars and I'd still had yet to recover from the trauma we'd endured at the hands of the Capitol. How do you move forward when darkness sucks you back in every time?All Rights Reserved

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Holding On To Heartache by Darling28__

Louis is tiered of life. His demons from the past won't let him rest and he's a loner. Nothing worth living for. But then he meets Harry, a bundle of sunshine and slowly the darkness in his life fades away. ---------------------------- The trauma I'm describing in this story is not made up. I researched it to keep the story as real as possible.

White Top Hats by Ashley_Bronner

It started when the rain fell. As it hit the windows rhythmically, I fought my sleep. Fighting off the demons in my dreams. I hadn't realized how real that dream became. Waking up to terrified screaming. My heart racing, the lighting striking and my family begging for their lives. I claimed myself as a coward that very same night. I hated myself. My depression became the best of me. What's worst then your family being slaughtered? Hiding in the closet from the killers. I should've helped, I should've been there for them. The pain between my chest and stomach was growing guilt. So I started thinking smart. Looking at everyone differently. I decided to reopen their cold cases. And when I found the truth it hit me deep.

𝐊𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐀 - 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤, ᵗʰᵍ by sunnysxnfl0wer

ೃ༄ 𝐊𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐀 🔱🌊˚◞♡ ﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌ * ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ☁️ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐲, training the kids from your district, as a mentor, hoping they would win. Kasia thought she was finally over with the Hunger Games and never had too go back in an arena. But she was wrong. She had to go back, one last time. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 ally with Finnick, district 4. She can't help but understand why he got that many sponsors. ════════ ⋆★⋆ ════════ "𝙃𝙚𝙮 𝙊𝙙𝙖𝙞𝙧, 𝙄 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝." "𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘏𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘹." ════════ ⋆★⋆ ════════ ┊ : ̗̀➛ ͙✧˖*°࿐ ೃ༄ 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎 🔱🌊˚◞♡ ﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌ * ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ☁️ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ 〘The Hunger Games 〙〘 CATCHING FIRE + MOCKINGJAY 〙〘 FEM!OC X FINNICK ODAIR 〙〘ONGOING 〙〘 © SUNNYSXNFL0WER 〙 ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :TOP🎖️: :; 🥇in thgfanfic || 01/27/24 || 🥈in thgfanfic || 02/05/24 || 🥉in Jennifer Lawrence || 12/17/23 ||

Secrets of the Sea | Finnick Odair by eleanor_fables

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Everyones Obsessed* by Cie1_5

The past carries an unjust history. Immoral actions mark the present. The future holds untold consequences. Bad things happen to good people, and good people do bad things. | | || ||| ||||| |||||||| ||||||||||||| You, of all people, should understand the obsession. Whether it's the endless hours lost to a screen, the compulsion to scroll through forums, the need for that next high, the haunting grip of past trauma, the fixation on someone unattainable, the pursuit of a fleeting feeling, or even the inexplicable attachment to something as simple as frogs-obsession has woven itself into every corner of your life. •__ •_ •• •_• •_• • •••• / ••_ • •_• I have done terrible things because I let obsession take over me. It wasn't always that way. It started as a lie; it became true one day. I told myself I was in control and could stop anytime, but I only lied to myself. I was powerless. I never wanted to hurt anyone; I hurt him and myself. Now, I'm left with the wreckage of my choices. I wonder if there's any way to get things back to how they were before. Xgbs bqf zpv patfttfc xisg? To us, they are just another random person: the letters carved on the table, the artist of old graffiti, the person who also walked into the restroom, the reason the trash is full, or the garbage thrower on the side of the streets. But to them, they're the main fucking character in their own story, and each mark, item, digital trace, and photo they have makes a fragment of their existence. We may never know their face or name, but the traces they left remind us that everyone's lives intersect, creating a vast web of connections; unnoticed or not, they are never truly invisible. Dy32Al43Dy44|Dy11Al99Dy33|Dy44Dy87Dy22|Dy01Dy87|Dy87Al11Dy01Dy33Dy01Dy01Dy33Al21|Dy32Dy55Al01Al43|Dy21Al99Dy11Dy21Dy65Dy55Al77Dy43|Dy21Dy87Al21Dy33Dy01/

Tear It Apart⇸Finnick Odair [2] by -hopscotch

❝Sometimes I wish I had died in the arena.❞ ❝It's all in your head. It's all in your head.❞ ❝Love is enduring. Everyday. Always. Because you know it's all for them. I would endure this forever if it meant he didn't have to.❞ ❝Sometimes I feel as though you should have just left me there to die.❞ ❝Ah, but you're so good at games, Terra, you always win.❞ [Mockingjay] [Finnick Odair] [Started: 2019-02-13] [Finished: 2020-01-18] [Unedited]

𝗧𝗘𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗘 𝗜𝗧'𝗦 𝗢𝗞𝗔𝗬, finnick o'dair by dannydevitohotline2

"Maybe it's been years since I genuinely smiled. Maybe it's been years since I wanted to be apart of anything." Dexter Lowhill, District Elevens sixth winner of the 69th Hunger Games at the ripe age of eighteen years old. It was his last reaping for the rest of his life. He was supposed to stand there for ten minutes, hear the names get called, and walk off. But no, because the dumb fuck pulled out his name, of all names in that stupid box. When he won the games, he thought that was it. He was told that was it. He'd get to live the rest of his life in peace. But honestly? He wishes he killed himself the night before the Reaping. finnick odair x male!oc

𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐈𝐓 [𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐎𝐝𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫] 🔞 by samanthawrites22

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Broken Toys - Johanna Mason x fem reader by Lythea169

After your parents died out of starvation, you were taken in by Rue's family living as her older sister. Out of luck you somehow managed to survive the 72nd Hunger Games, but who knew that the true torture was just about to start? As two mentors Johanna and you somehow seemed to come along right away and you managed to win her and Finnick over as friends. But just as your life appeared to work out, Snow had other plans with his favorite pawns. The question was not if he was able to break you, but after which rules you decided to play this cruel game called life.

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𝐊𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐀 - 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤, ᵗʰᵍ cover

Secrets of the Sea | Finnick Odair cover

Everyones Obsessed* cover

Tear It Apart⇸Finnick Odair [2] cover

𝗧𝗘𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗘 𝗜𝗧'𝗦 𝗢𝗞𝗔𝗬, finnick o'dair cover

𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐈𝐓 [𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐎𝐝𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫] 🔞 cover

Broken Toys - Johanna Mason x fem reader cover

Holding On To Heartache

Louis is tiered of life. His demons from the past won't let him rest and he's a loner. Nothing worth living for. But then he meets Harry, a bundle of sunshine and slowly the darkness in his life fades away. ---------------------------- The trauma I'm describing in this story is not made up. I researched it to keep the story as real as possible.