Contradicting || Hwang Hyunjin

why is love so contradicting?
I can't stop it so addicting
why is love so...

to me love is doesn't turn off instantly
I feel so dry no matter how much water I drink
I hopelessly swallow the night
hopping no one sees me, I pull the cover over me
and struggle to hold myself down and stay strong
for me love doesn't have an expiration date
even if I go back, I'll repeat the same mistake
can't hide it, the chaos of honesty and lies
I loved you but the end is the same as everyone else

why is love so contradicting?
I can't stop it so addicting
why is love so...

just fade away
just get away

I feels like I'm on a train running without a destination
the breeze we felt together has calmed down
the sunlight that felt like a blessing is only momentary
your eyes are swallowed by the waves
frost builds up in my cold heart
can't hide it, even if I wipe it away it soon builds again

the promises we made have now turned into bubbles and disappear far away before my eyes
so I just wanna go back
our time returns to a blank space again

started out as a novel, but while writing the last chapter it ended up as poetry
stories of memories are put behind
the paragraph about the goodbye is short but deep
highlighted with sadness and freshness
the song I write with the tip of my finger, crying all day

why is love so contradicting?
I can't stop it so addicting
why is love so contradicting?
I can't stop it so addicting

just fade away
just get away