Philophobia
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MatureOngoing56m
Last published Sat, Mar 21, 2015
Joseph is scared of what he's become. He's scared of how he isn't scared, how he doesn't care, About anything at all. He's scared that his inability to feel won't ever go away. That all changes when Aleksandr shows up. He's the most beautiful man Joseph has ever seen, and now he's got all these feelings he didn't think he could feel anymore. Now Joseph's scared for a whole new reason. Now he's scared he might fall in love...
(Legit I suck at these but like y'all should read it because I promise it'll be good).
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