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Philophobia

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Reads 615
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Parts 14
Time 56m

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Joseph is scared of what he's become. He's scared of how he isn't scared, how he doesn't care, About anything at all. He's scared that his inability to feel won't ever go away. That all changes when Aleksandr shows up. He's the most beautiful man Joseph has ever seen, and now he's got all these feelings he didn't think he could feel anymore. Now Joseph's scared for a whole new reason. Now he's scared he might fall in love... 

(Legit I suck at these but like y'all should read it because I promise it'll be good).All Rights Reserved

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Star Gazers [BXB] [COMPLETED] by OminouslyAnonymous

*Spinoff/Sequel of Lab Partners (Recommended you read Lab Partners first but not required.)* "You know, you shouldn't smoke those things," I spoke softly, referring to the cigarette perched between his teeth. The pale light of the moon made his skin glow like an ethereal light, while his black hair shone like pure obsidian. "And why not?" he asked tiredly, letting the poisonous smoke escape his lips as he looked up at the stars. "They'll kill you," I said honestly, finally looking away from him to peer up at the brilliant night sky. He took the opportunity to turn his stunningly blue gaze back to me. He studied me lazily for a few minutes before asking, "And what if I want to die?" I looked down, straight into his eyes, and asked, "What if I don't want you to?" *This is a bxb book. If you don't like it, don't read it. There is also a trigger warning.* *Cover by @Grand_* *Started 02/14/18* *Finished 04/21/20* *Number of reads on day marked complete: 566k*

SECRETS_ZHANYI_[SHORT STORY] [COMPLETED] by Wxx_Wxx

"Mr. Yibo! " I heard a dense tone. "Here I'm" Said I wiping my tears. "We need to you in the investigation department. Come along." I knew I would be put under too many queries. My life has no good end. Will they lock me up?..... WARNING It's angsty and contains vulgar language. Sorry to use but had to write it to take out the character that wanted to show through the story. It's an adapted story with little changes. It's adapted from the movie *Jet Boy* 2001. Well I don't mean any harm to the real characters. And please read it with respect for every of the character. Do not copy the story without permissions. The story profile is self made. Any incident occurring here has nothing to do with the real characters. Thank you to the readers. Who will be reading it. Hope you enjoy.

$City Boy Rehab {ManxMan} [Complete] by lostboys_lostgirls$

Alexander Beckett is a party animal and doesn't know anything about discipline or respect. With his father planing on stepping down and giving his position as CEO of a multi-billion dollar business to Alexander, he first needs to learn some respect and discipline. The only way Alexander's father thinks this will happen is if he sends him to his childhood best friends's ranch in Texas. But Alexander needs more than just a three month rehab at a ranch. He needs to properly grieve for his mother and the only way for him to do that is to talk to his dad. Alexander is given a week to prepare for his three month stay at the ranch. He isn't happy at all and goes to the ranch expecting to be pampered but instead he is bossed around by a cute country boy, Lee Williams. These two soon find a slight attraction to one another, only Lee is the one to try and ignore his feelings for Alexander. In this City Boy Rehab feelings are discovered and others lost.

WANT YOU by herz_8_us

She cheats on him after dating for 3 whole fucking years and he knew something was up before it happened but he still stayed only to be heartbroken his parents are shit his life is shit so he decides to go to a bar only to become sober in a bedroom that's not his and he realised he's having the best patdown he's had in awhile I wonder ....... ⚠️ATTENTION THIS IS A BL AND IT DOES CONTAIN SMUT SO IF YOU ARE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO HATE SMUT THIS IS A WARNING ⚠️ ( For those who do like smut I tried to not make it so bad enjoy ) and here's your holy water 🚰 or 🍻 to those who don't care for holy water and for the rest of you please clean your hands and get off the toilet 👽

Mine by KatNim

" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone " I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters? I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent. For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome Start: 4/12/2019 End:12/3/2020

What Remains (BoyxBoy) by AlaeLiberum

From the day Carter met Josh, the two of them were inseperable. Sworn best friends forever and partners in crime. They became each other's special person at a young age and to Carter, there was no one else like Josh. But after Carter had to move away, their special bond slowly dissapeared Now, 5 years later, at the age of 17, Carter moved back to small the seaside village with high hopes of rekindling his bond with Josh, the boy who had turned his life around. Though upon his return, Carter learns that within those 5 years, everything, especially Josh, has changed. Can he bring back all the feelings he and Josh once shared? Can he make up for 5 years of absence when all the damage already seems to have been done? Can Carter bring back Josh's true self? Or had their love come to an end within those 5 years? Carter is determined to bring back the old Josh, and to uncover what happened in those 5 years that had changed him so much. Though he learns that nothing is what it seems. Love is suffering. Love is wild. Love is timeless.

Fallen Angel (Wander Lust - Pt 1) by AMS1971

**NOTE: This is a short story I wrote up real quick. But it is actually part of a series that will continue.** Joey takes a hard blow to the heart when long-time boyfriend - Doug - suddenly dumps him during their anniversary vacation, leaving him stranded without money or a way to get home. Deciding he doesn't want to go home-ever-Joey takes to the highway where he is quickly picked up by the ruggedly handsome redneck, Owen-an older man who helps Joey forget about his heartache and pain, and helps Joey understand that he is strong enough to make it on his own, he doesn't need Doug to take care of him. Seeking to escape his own pain through intense sexual encounters, Joey takes to the road, always in search of his next "fix"-unaware of his true destiny that lies within.

Philophobia~The Fear of Love~ Jikook by Bangtan_Jikook2020

Despite Jimin's efforts to find a mate, he can never find the right one. He's gone on tons of dates, and been in far too many relationship, so much so that he's earn a rather slutty reputation for himself. As he watches couples walk past one late night in his hometown of Busan, he makes the decision that his life just isn't meant for love. He moves away to Seoul. Jungkook has dated so many omegas he lost track, but despite that, he's remained unmated, and deep inside he aches for the one his heart was made for. If his love would not find him in Busan, he would find it in Seoul. Attending college, Jimin focuses on studies and ignoring everyone around him, whereas Jungkook focuses on finding his mate and ignoring his studies. By fate the two are placed on a project together...one that would open their eyes in a way they weren't expecting.

Crash Car Burn (Boy x Boy) by Seager99

I softly traced his lips with my finger and then slowly leaned forward until our lips were so close that I could feel his warm breath on my skin. I leaned in a little closer and pressed my lips against his. It's been a year since the accident. A year since Jamie lost his sight and Katherine died. They say that time heals all wounds but not for Aiden. The guilt is consuming him and no matter what he does or what anybody says he can't seem to forgive himself. Aiden has always gotten along with his younger brother Liam and his best friend Jamie; they used to do everything together and shared all they're secrets. The thing is that Aiden started feeling things for Jamie that he shouldn't and then the accident happened. Now he can't even look at Jamie without feeling guilty and his brother hates him. Both families are falling apart and when Liam decides to go away with Jamie's family to see Emma, Jamie's traumatized younger sister; Aiden scrapes up his courage and offers to keep an eye on Jamie. They start growing close again and soon things starts to get really complicated.

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Star Gazers [BXB] [COMPLETED]

Spinoff/Sequel of Lab Partners (Recommended you read Lab Partners first but not required.) "You know, you shouldn't smoke those things," I spoke softly, referring to the cigarette perched between his teeth. The pale light of the moon made his skin glow like an ethereal light, while his black hair shone like pure obsidian. "And why not?" he asked tiredly, letting the poisonous smoke escape his lips as he looked up at the stars. "They'll kill you," I said honestly, finally looking away from him to peer up at the brilliant night sky. He took the opportunity to turn his stunningly blue gaze back to me. He studied me lazily for a few minutes before asking, "And what if I want to die?" I looked down, straight into his eyes, and asked, "What if I don't want you to?" This is a bxb book. If you don't like it, don't read it. There is also a trigger warning. Cover by @Grand_ Started 02/14/18 Finished 04/21/20 Number of reads on day marked complete: 566k