understand ~ soudam

Kazuichi Souda is graduating soon, he's not going straight into college so he's got some time to himself. Just thinking, until he realized something that would make him doubt everything.
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Ooh lala this is my first actual fanfic, I'm kinda spooked but excited. There might be light smut, or medium smut, or hardcore smut, idk yet but I'll make sure to label it when it happens ig. Anyways, this is HEAVILY based on how I'm doing mentally rn so be prepared for in-depth descriptions of emotions, and angst ofc. This wouldn't be a "vivi classic" if there wasn't some angst that tooooootally doesn't relate to my own emotional state that would be so silly😶