Don't Belong Nowhere

Don't belong nowhere
Loneliness continues its count
Small circle of friends
Continues with a small circle within
I have few friends
Family...
Very little
I seem very little
Misfit
Trying to fit in
Haven't gotten there yet
And don't seem to any sooner
My world is shrinking
Thinking of life is making me dizzy
However
No one wants to hear this
Until
The heart is eternally silent
My mind is quite violent
Peace, I can't find it

Trying to settle in
No space to fill in
Mismatch crowd
Gave it a try
I tried
Various attempts
I died
Buried alive
Pitch blackness
I'm blacker than that
Shadows have nothing on that
Don't know where I'm at
In sight
This is where I'm at...
Among everyone
Miscount