𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐀𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐬 | 18+
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  • Parts 36
  • Time 6h 47m
Complete, First published Apr 21, 2023
Mature
He clenched his jaw, " Ephesian-" 

" You left me, remember?! You left me!" 

" I NEVER FUCKIN LEFT YOU, AIGH?! IM STILL FUCKIN HERE!" 

" NO THE FUCK YOU'RE NOT, ADONIS! YOU HAVENT BEEN HERE FOR ME FOR FUCKIN WEEKS! ALL THOSE TIMES I FUCKIN CALLED YOU, YOU WERENT THERE! WHEN I DIDNT EAT FOR THREE FUCKIN DAYS, YOU WERENT THERE! WHEN I HAD TO DEAL WITH MY BROTHER'S CONSTANT BULLSHIT, YOU WERENT THERE! YOU LEFT ME WITHOUT A FUCKIN EXPLANATION!" 

"  THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TO DO?! HUH?! I CANT CHANGE WHAT THE FUCK I DID, IMANI! I CANT MAKE YOU CHANGE YA MIND ABOUT ME! SO WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT ME TO DO?!" He screamed in my face. 

I groan angrily, whirling around I speed walked to the front door. I hear the door slam open widely, then Adonis's voice in the background. " IMANI!" 

I stop in the middle of the road, " WHAT?!" 

" WHERE THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU GOIN?!"  

I turn back around, stomping in the direction of the empty parking lot. " AWAY FROM YOU! AWAY FROM EVERYTHING! I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS BULLSHIT!"

_________________________

Sequel to ' Hating Miguel'

* previously known as Loving Ephesian *
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"So Andrea, do you remember me now?", he asked through gritted teeth, anger, frustration, hatred and slight hurt clearly heard in his voice. "I am not Andrea, and I don't fucking remember you", she hissed looking straight in his eyes and pulled on the restraints only to hiss in pain as the cold metal cut into her wrists. "You still don't remember me, love. Then I will make you", his threatening words were followed by her blood curling scream as the leather belt landed on her back, tearing her soft skin. "Do you remember me now", he asked, his body was vibrating due to anger. "No", her answer didn't change. His anger turned him into the monster, he never thought he would be with her. And her screams of pain echoed in the walls of the mansion. Yet she refused. Refused to say what he wanted to hear. Because SHE IS NOT HER. ------------------- Adria Owensby, a naughty, cheerful and bubbly girl. People who know her well knows that her heart is prettier than her face. Her sweet nature can bring a smile on even dead man's lips. Her life is perfect until a certain someone enters it and turns it into a hell. Austin Hawk, CEO of Hawk Enterprises. He isn't a Mafia yet is feared as one. Being famous for his ruthlessness, no one dares to cross him. Once when gone to collect his debt, he meets his lost love, the girl who suddenly disappeared from his life. And now he wants her back, forever. What will happen when she refuses to recognize him, when she refuses to be the one who he says she is. What will happen when he is determined to punish her for her refusal and to imprison her forever. -------------- Cover made by @yumeno604hana