Almost is never enough

I felt the feeling of love . I never knew how love felt . Till I actually saw his eyes. Did he even know that I existed .......? No. Till I actually spoke out the words that were stored in my heart saying , how I felt, what I feel about him or what I thought about him . I never was in love till I saw his eyes . The world was mute and all I hear is the beating of my heart and the feeling of my blood moving fast . I was crazy to think that I had a chance with him . I told my self that its impossible to like him but that's a lie.

If I could change the world over night .....I would change that u finally notice me and realize I'm alive not dead and that I have a heart beating just for you . The truth is , is that almost everyone knows .

I walk in and see u waving hi . I look back cause I knew u weren't talking to me , Till I turn back and I am face to face with you . I was locked in your beautiful brown eyes thinking its a dream . When its been my dream to be that close to you . We talked for days , weeks , half of the school year . I can see you liked me and that how you make excuse to talk to me or touch my hand . I walk with you and talk to you . Its so easy now . I wanted you more each day like how you wanted the same .

Till that day , that very day came . I couldn't believe my eyes . That look in your face you gave her . Right in front of me . I felt used . Trashed . He did like me but what I didn't know was that you gave your heart to someone else that's not me . Our feeling were strong . And you look at me like " why did you give up " . I thought you wanted me the way I wanted you . Maybe we were two worlds apart right here in each others arms . My feelings have shown . So close in being in love if I only knew that you wanted me the way I wanted you .......I was almost close in loving you

Almost is never enough