Loser
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Last published Thu, Jan 31, 2013
He rolled himself a fatty and laid back on his pull out sofa to relax and think.
Rent was due quite soon, he had the money but only barely, but then again, if he didn’t buy a winter coat he’d definitely have enough. He blew out a smoke circle. Money had always been tight, he thought. But should he then go to work tonight? No, he was in too good a mood after a night with Mr Roberts and the payment that followed; that could wait for tomorrow.
BJ’s entire life had basically been one shitty experience after the other, and now, in his early twenties, he is sentenced to community service where he meets 3 other young trouble makers, will they push him over the edge? Or maybe they can help him get revenge on the dark shadows from his past that continuously haunts his presence? And what part does this ‘Mr Roberts’ play?
BJ is the kind of person you would qualify as ‘troubled youth’ on a good day, but where did his troubles begin?
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