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The Insecurity That Lies Deep Within || Var!Oshi no ko x F!Reader (DISCONTINUED)

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"Everyone is different." I am indeed different, unlike others who are better than me in every imaginable way... I am just an average worthless orphan who has no reason to live and uses people to my own benefits. b̶u̶t̶ ̶a̶m̶ ̶i̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶?̶ 

But... why do I want to deny it? I wanna be special, so very special... but I'm d̶i̶f̶f̶e̶r̶e̶n̶t̶.




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And Oshi No Ko is in no shape or form, mine. It belongs to Aka Akasaka & Mengo Yokoyari.All Rights Reserved

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