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lost in the darkness is the best way i can describe how my mental health makes me feel on a daily basis ... i've been struggling with my mental health for my whole life. i'm diagnosed with severe depression, adhd, bpd ( borderline personality disorder ) and severe anxiety. i believe i probably have autism too, but, i don't want to self diagnose because people are weird about that stuff. i don't have hardly any people to talk to about this, hence why i'm turning to writing about it and hopefully writing my first book of short stories .. ( i've always wanted to write a book or even books .. ) anyways, any feedback would be highly appreciated and maybe this can help others who deal with similar issues? also, remember you're not alone. ☺️All Rights Reserved

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Tethered By Lust

It's not worth it anymore. The fighting, the hurt, the beatings. It was never going to be worth it. But for love...well love makes you stupid. And I loved him with all my heart. I met the real man who would save me. Like how Bell was saved from Gaston. Except she lived the high life and didn't fear for her existence after her first encounter. After my first encounter with Axel, and a dreamy one-night stand. The only option for me was to stay away from him and keep to Marcus. But Marcus is destroying me. *** "Don't you dare tell me how easy it is to leave and abusive relationship when you've never been in one, Axel!" Tears poured down my cheeks and all I wanted to do in that moment was crawl into the same hole I should never have crawled out from and die. "And I was heartbroken, and scared and anxious. I was worried and I felt weak, and I had no idea how I was ever going to come up with the strength. But I just closed my eyes and took a blind leap. I found you, Cordilia and I'll be dammed if I let that asshole take you away from me."