After years of battling severe depression and bipolar disorder things are finally starting to look up for 17 year old Lilliana Mercer. She left the big city in Sydney Australia and relocated to a small town in Melbourne to heal. She had even started working harder in school to get in to an ivy league school. It was like things kept on getting better for the teenager.That was until the summer of 2021 happened. Lilliana had decided to get a summer job near the beach for some extra money and one day she ran in to a tourist.Silas Walker was his name. He was the definition of the word " bad boy" .His dark clothing, the cigarette that was almost in his mouth permanently,not to mention him constantly reeking of alcohol.He was almost a replica of Julliana when she was destroying herself as a coping mechanism Lilliana knew that nothing about the boy could be good for her,but she couldn't help it, she just couldn't stay away from him. He was addictive.But he was also ruining her, ruining her sobriety,ruining her mental health and ruining everything that she's worked for. But Lilliana didn't realise this until it was to late. (this book contains mature content) Started:25 April 2023 Completed: Rankings: #1 in tourist (26 April 2023) #20 in australian (26 April 2023)