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Hold It In

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- Marauders band AU
- hints of wolfstar
- features "Hold It In" by Jukebox The Ghost [ish]

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As much attention he received from being deemed his year's "playboy"-he wasn't sure how or why that had been decided on, since he had only dated one girl for about a month before breaking it off-he would only really consider three people to be his friends: Peter, Remus, and James, the latter of the three being practically like a brother to him. So yeah, he cared what they thought of him. Losing them might actually kill him...

But so did keeping this inside.

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Heads up, I changed some of the words in the chorus to fit the story in my head. I just swapped around the pronouns, though.All Rights Reserved

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