I hate me too (boyxboy)
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Last published Sat, Apr 29, 2023
(⚠️suicidal thoughts, self harm, abuse, and NSFW⚠️)This story is about how this bot named xela is going through a lot of things in his life but then someone came into his life and changed everything...read to find out what happens
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