The text is a personal journal entry dated April 21, 2023, written in the first person. The author expresses feelings of isolation and being unable to be themselves around others due to their struggles with mental health issues, including autism, insomnia, overthinking, DID, and PTSD. They feel like they are a burden to others and have few friends who truly care for them. The author shares their experience of finding someone who genuinely cares for them and the conflict they feel between wanting to be close to this person and fearing that they will ultimately leave them. The entry ends with the author acknowledging that living without this person would be incredibly difficult for them.