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Ongoing, First published Apr 29, 2023
Mature
Never in my life had I ever been in a relationship. 

Yep, you heard that right. Never have I ever had a girlfriend. I've always lived my life in the fast lane-like I'm some rockstar-but without the drugs. My drug of choice-is women. And man, do I love them. So much so that I became a plastic surgeon wanting to make women feel better about themselves, giving them whatever they want, even going above and beyond by using my magic to make them look like their idols.

I enjoyed living a single life for years, never wanting to settle down. I enjoyed taking part in threesomes, one-night stands, and living dangerously by having spur-of-the-moment sex in public places with no care in the world who was around me.

And I was enjoying it all until my eighty-year-old grandmother got on my case-telling me she wanted to see me married and with kids before she wasn't around anymore. So, not wanting to upset the one woman I looked up to, who I did everything for, I made her a promise-a promise to do just that. But I wasn't so sure I could because that meant giving up everything I enjoyed and loved.

Then, my life changed when a woman from my past walked into my office, looking to have her scars disappear-forever. The same one who broke my heart, turning me into the man I am today. And she's even more beautiful than in high school-even with the scars she hates.

And I still want her just as badly as I did when we were kids-maybe even more than ever before. 

The question is, will I ever be good enough for her?
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Choosing her cost me everything I'd ever loved... including her. It's why I left the small town where I grew up and vowed never to return. I'm no longer the "golden boy with a bright future" they all remember. Instead, I carry the scars of a tortured past. A broken man deemed unfit, even by the Navy SEALs he'd dedicated the past decade to serve. What was supposed to be a quick trip to sell my parents' property turned into this twisted journey that forced me to confront my demons. And then there she was. My first love, and deepest regret. The woman who still owns every piece of my blackened heart. When she asked for my time, I couldn't refuse. Now I can't walk away. Not after hearing of the danger her husband, a missing FBI agent, has brought to her doorstep. After everything, I owe her my help. It's why I offer to protect her and her two little girls from the danger circling them. It's a vow I never should have made, given the trail of bodies I've left in my wake. Like the harbinger of death, I'm the last man either of us should trust. In the Broken Redemption Series, one man's vow to protect the woman he lost becomes a battle between redemption, forgiveness, and the kind of love that refuses to let go. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lucas & Emilia's story begins here: Book 1 of their Broken Redemption arc. Each couple's love story in the Broken Redemption Series is told over multiple books and forms a complete arc within this collection of connected romances set in the small town of Ruby Creek. There's no required reading order, but if you'd like to start at the very beginning, you're right where you belong. Lucas & Emilia are the first couple, followed by James & Annelly, whose story begins with Broken Misery (Broken Redemption Series - Book 1 of their arc).