Inloved with a wrong person

hi I'm cess,in relationship it's really hard to trust anyone even if it's your closest friends,like ang hirap talaga,lalo na kapag may dumating pa sa buhay mo na akala mo totoo pero hindi pala.

yes it's worth it,and once upon a time i feel loved by a person who is special to mine,naranasan kong mahalin din ako ng taong mahal din ako ng sobra but, what if mag mahal sya ng iba?what if mag cheat sya?what if sasaktan nya lng din ako sa huli?Lahat pala ng what if ko,magiging totoo pala sa huli.

Kahit anong plano nyo para sa future nyo,kahit anong sweet nyo,kahit anong sabihin nyo na mahal nyo ang isat isa,mag hihiwalay din kayo,at mag hahanap din kayo ng iba,my family accept our relationship because they trust him na he won't hurt me like what other boys did to those girls who cried and died because suicide,but suddenly he broke the trust of my family, ilang beses kami nag away,ilang beses nya ako nasaktan,ilang beses kona din syang nasaktan,ilang beses kami nag balikan,ilang beses kami nag cool off,pero kami padin,hindi kami toxic like we were just having a drama kase gusto nag papalambing.

Kung kelan naman kita minahan ng lubusan at nasanay na anjan ka,tsaka kapa mag hahanap ng iba at mawawala sa piling ko.

back when I'm just 12yrs old,2019 when i met my first boy,my lover,my everything,yes bata pa ako I'm just 12yrs old that day and he's 14yrs old, we were in the same grade but di kami same ng school,ang layo namin sa isat isa pero nakaya namin hanggang sa...