I am too lazy to physically write, and I cannot speak to anyone about these thoughts I have. God decided not to kill me in my sleep so I am going make it everyone else's problem by typing it here. Read it, or don't, I truly don't care. The title of this book explains everything. P.s. if you are uncomfortable with gore, explicit content,sex, LGBTQ scenes, violence and disturbing scenarios then don't read this. Disclosure: These are only thoughts. I have not acted upon them, they come to me in dreams or random moments of deep thinking. I will not stop writing until I'm told to get some help, however I doubt I'll stop writing even then.