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heavy is the cost

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Reads 534
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Parts 10
Time 5h 56m

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Without John Lennon in his life, Paul's had turned lonely and mediocre. Ruminating over his past, thinking about the best mate he'd left behind.. until a chance call gives him ample opportunity to make amends. Of course, going back to Liverpool and meeting him face to face might cause a few long suppressed feelings to resurface.

chapter titles are lyrics from ' personal ' by stars

( 1990's au )

fic playlist: " heavy is the cost " under the name galaxxygbg6All Rights Reserved

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Two Introverts ✔ by w_ierd_o

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Illegal Love - McLennon and Starrison by Twist_and_love_me_do

John and Paul start a relationship, and things quickly become a lot more complicated in their lives. Feelings are realized. Moments are had. Bridges are burned. Nothing will be the same again. Will love between two men prevail during the sixties, a time where being homosexual is taboo, and even onwards? McLennon and Starrison.

A day in the life by Raccon-named-steve

Paul McCartney was a shy lad, he never really went outside of his bubble. He didn't have very many friends as it has always been him and his best friend George. Of course that was until that fateful day when Paul met someone that would change his life forever. (This is my first ever story so please don't hate on me) TW- abuse, suicide mentions ⚠️ #14 in McLennon - 13/01/2022 #14 in Johnlennon - 14/01/2022 #1 in Starrison - 24/01/2022

Blackbird // Mclennon by jp_mclennon

TRIGGER WARNING: contains child abuse, homophobic slurs, drug/alcohol use and NSFW content. ====================================== "Blackbird singing in the dead of night, take these broken wings and learn to fly. All your life you were only waiting for this moment to arise." Paul McCartney has been going to the same secondary school with the same group of students for the past 3 years. This being his last year in school, he wants to make it his very best. The only downfall is, he only has one friend, George Harrison. Which is fine, but it can get heartbreakingly lonely. The first day back, a boy by the name of John Lennon is in Paul's English class and, instantly, he makes Paul feel quite nervous. John was the personification of trouble. One day, John and Paul find eachother in an unexpected place and it changes both of their lives... in many more ways than one. If they want to have a romantic relationship, it'll have to stay a secret, especially if they want to make music together. It is illegal, after all. ====================================== - Completed - Ranked #1 in the Mclennon tag and #1 in Starrison - Angsty .

St. Peter's Church by maccaroni_and_cheese

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Welcome to Hell || McLennon by starrisonqueer

December 1980. John Lennon's funeral. Paul is crying not only for his friend. He's crying for hidden love. Until the day George and Ringo come up with crazy idea of conjuring up Lennon's ghost. And, surprisingly, it works. Will he have a courage to tell John the truth? And how will he react? Co-writer: @ThreeGaysGrace ♡☆

Nineteen Sixty-Four // Starrison by ThreeGaysGrace

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A Silent Question by 15clubsaday

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Now and Then- 𝓂𝒸𝓁𝑒𝓃𝓃𝑜𝓃 by Kamiiruec

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Something Like Love by paulmclennon

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A Silent Question cover

Now and Then- 𝓂𝒸𝓁𝑒𝓃𝓃𝑜𝓃 cover

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