Bloody Disgust [Crossover X Female Reader]

[ORIGINAL NAME]: Always Left Behind

[STATUS]: UNFINISHED

This story is rewritten.

Y/N L/N

Troubled by uncertainties of what not,

Y/N is dealing with a lot in her life and she can't take it but she can't complain she must keep on her godly act, hiding away all her imperfections and complaint's to the world.

She doesn't believe in God there is no God, he has abandoned us worthless souls to hell, us being his worst creation and having being a failure to him.

But she still believes that there is hope.

Y/N makes a big mistake which results in her godly reputation almost perishing but in return she must dance at the devil's hands in order to protect it.

Something horrible happens and she is forced to deal with the painfully cold truth, something that she must accept if she wishes to still be happy;

"There is no God"

Finally when she is met at the door of death she is given a second chance at life and is reincarnated, but the problem now is why and how she reincarnated into an anime that gave her mild claustrophobia, anxiety and some severe mental illnesses along with her past life.

Will she ever be free from this cruel, disgust coated and messed up loop.