Abuse (Ray Ray)

Hi My Name Is Tatianna But For Short Tati Or Anna. I'm 19 years old and I have a 22 year old boyfriend named Rayan but ray or Ray Ray for short. I love Him to death I would do anything for him. But I don't think ray loves me back. He would abuse and rape me if things don't go his way. Oh I forgot to tell you I have a 3 year old daughter named Neveah. I don't like for my daughter to see my like this at all. I don't want her to grow up and think it's ok for a man to beat on her. I have two Bestfriends India westbrooks and Danielle Bradley, those are my ride or dies, they helped me through so much