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To Live Past 20

undercovermysteria

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Reads 2,240
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Parts 11
Time 1h 5m

undercovermysteria

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childhood longdistance mature romance trauma twoloveintrests

This story is about a 16 year old girl, Adrian Hellington as she find her way through life. She endures the effects of her childhood and the trauma it caused, along with the PTSD she faces. This story portrays the life of an unusual encounter of hope along with showing the effects from distinct but distant childhood trauma most people, including overlooked teenagers have to face.
This story is a reflection of my life that i'm hoping some of you can relate to.
I hope you enjoy this story just as much as i enjoyed writing it, thank you. <3All Rights Reserved

childhood longdistance mature romance trauma twoloveintrests

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Scars and Second Chances follows Leah, an 18-year-old grappling with the lingering effects of past trauma and complex relationships. As she navigates her final year of high school, Leah's journey is marked by intense emotional struggles, including the fallout from a toxic relationship and the haunting memories of a manipulative figure from her past. On Valentine's Day, Leah's life takes a turn when she connects with Mars, a boy who resonates with her views on the holiday's superficiality. Their relationship offers her a brief escape from her fractured family dynamics and ongoing personal battles. Yet, as their connection deepens, Leah is forced to confront her traumatic past and the challenges of living with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). The story unfolds through a series of deeply introspective moments and emotional flashbacks. Leah's experiences with Mars, her struggles with school, and the impact of her past trauma with Aaron all converge, revealing the profound ways in which past wounds can affect the present. Leah's quest for healing leads her to confront her fears, rebuild her self-worth, and seek out genuine connections. In a narrative rich with emotional depth and personal growth, Scars and Second Chances explores themes of recovery, self-discovery, and the quest for meaningful relationships amidst the scars of one's past.