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To Live Past 20

undercovermysteria

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Reads 2,240
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Parts 11
Time 1h 5m

undercovermysteria

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childhood longdistance mature romance trauma twoloveintrests

This story is about a 16 year old girl, Adrian Hellington as she find her way through life. She endures the effects of her childhood and the trauma it caused, along with the PTSD she faces. This story portrays the life of an unusual encounter of hope along with showing the effects from distinct but distant childhood trauma most people, including overlooked teenagers have to face.
This story is a reflection of my life that i'm hoping some of you can relate to.
I hope you enjoy this story just as much as i enjoyed writing it, thank you. <3All Rights Reserved

childhood longdistance mature romance trauma twoloveintrests

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Adrian and Sarah had been friends with each other since as early as they could remember. Their mothers were best friends and the two families lived in the same neighborhood. As they were often left by their parents who were busy at work, the two children found the joy by spending their time together, which stretched all the way into their school life. However, every good time is bound to an end at some point, so did their joyful time as the adolescence began to take over. But even if something has to end, nobody says that it can't be continued where it left off. This heart-warming series is going to explore the growth of Adrian as well as his relationship with Sarah and the changes that they develop throughout the years.

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[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ Depression

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The Tale of Little Bunbun & The White Princess

Adrian and Sarah had been friends with each other since as early as they could remember. Their mothers were best friends and the two families lived in the same neighborhood. As they were often left by their parents who were busy at work, the two children found the joy by spending their time together, which stretched all the way into their school life. However, every good time is bound to an end at some point, so did their joyful time as the adolescence began to take over. But even if something has to end, nobody says that it can't be continued where it left off. This heart-warming series is going to explore the growth of Adrian as well as his relationship with Sarah and the changes that they develop throughout the years.