Friends but lovers?

Hey! I'm Jewels, I'm 16 I live in downtown Sydney ausstrila. I've known my bestfriend Calum since I was born basically. We are next door neighbors and Bestfriends he's dating the schools queen bea which leads to some problems. Cause I'm in love with Calum. My mom died in a car wreak when I was 3 years old. so I love with my dad I've been pretty depressed about it. But since Calum's in my life he makes everything better. But does he like me back?!?!!?!