Let me start over
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let's call this a trial run book.. a free trial.
i love writing, the imagination, and creativity. with that being said, this is something new for me.. writing a book and letting people read it. i have no idea what i'm doing but the first step is to do and that's what i'm doing. i came into this book with no plan and no structure so it's all off the top of my head from start to end of each chapter.
i want this book to be what it is. sloppy, new, different, not the best, to have many mistakes, beginner, and to have a kind of good story line.
let this book be a statement of doing. sometimes you can go in with no plan and it turn out to be good. or bad. just do it. the biggest thing is to do it for you. i came into this knowing i wanted it for me. to remind myself that all i have to do is do. do that thing you're scared of doing for YOU so YOU can look back and know at least YOU did.
i hope you enjoy this story. leave all the feedback.. respectfully. thank you. i really appreciate you. <3
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